I got a emotionally charged letter from my brother, mom told him why I am here.

[Tristan]

you cant protect him from the real you. he will come around. my granny made a big good stink too at first, but after a few months she was just like. now that makes since

[peky]

My mother decided to tell my brother (who is in jail for a misunderstanding in the court room and fighting to get out) that I am here trying to transform into a woman. She told him after I asked my mom not to tell him yet.I did not want to tell him till he got out which is this december.

He sent her a letter which she read to me over the phone (he doesnt have my new addy yet) which repeatadley said over and over in exclamation points "You are my brother"!!" It goes on to say things about how he looks up to me for being a gentle man and that its ok to have feminine traits, and also that he thinks I am being taken over by slick and sly crafty demons. Part of me still believes that could be the case.

His letter made me cry though because I can see that he is shocked and concerened for me, even though he thinks what I am about to do is againts God. He is in the same from of mind I was just 6 months ago. His words though in the letter are so touching and moving for the most part that it makes me really cry and want to stop all this and go back so my brother won't be hurt.

But I can't really do that and be truly happy can I? But yet I still will be unhappy moving forward and causing my brother pain whom I love very much.

That is assuming that your brother actually wrote the letter, and it is not just a "made up" letter by your mother.