What made you unhappy today? v2.0

[androgynoid]

I'm so angry and upset at my abusive ex-friend, who seems to have contacted me early this morning for no other reason than to tell me that he's still an ->-bleeped-<- who won't listen to people who know better than him. And I'm out of the medication that makes me less anxious and volatile, which definitely isn't helping.

And then I come here to be reminded that there are people who think that I'm bad for the trans* community and that my transition is less valid than theirs.

I'm going back to bed.

[K Style Addiction]

Woke up from the worst nightmare of my life and i just bee miserable since i've woken up, i feel ugly and feel like everybody hates me.

[MaidofOrleans]

Woke up from the worst nightmare of my life and i just bee miserable since i've woken up, i feel ugly and feel like everybody hates me.

Well, you're wrong.

You're beautiful and nobody hates you.

[Heather]

Woke up from the worst nightmare of my life and i just bee miserable since i've woken up, i feel ugly and feel like everybody hates me.

I have those days too and I don't hate you so everybody can't possibly hate you. These feelings will pass they always do.

[DeeperThanSwords]

Well, you're wrong.

You're beautiful and nobody hates you.

^This.

[DeeperThanSwords]

I'm so angry and upset at my abusive ex-friend, who seems to have contacted me early this morning for no other reason than to tell me that he's still an ->-bleeped-<- who won't listen to people who know better than him. And I'm out of the medication that makes me less anxious and volatile, which definitely isn't helping.

And then I come here to be reminded that there are people who think that I'm bad for the trans* community and that my transition is less valid than theirs.

I'm going back to bed.

I'm sorry you're having such trouble with folks .

I don't think your transition is less valid than anyone's, for what it's worth. I hope you won't be disheartened by people who are unable or unwilling to accept you. As Guatama Buddha once said, "You, above all, deserve your love and respect."

[BunnyBee]

Really?  More snow??

[Johe]

Mom has been in and out the hospital since November. She went in Christmas night but I'm not sure when she's coming home. I talked to her today, and she sounds down. I wish there was something I could do, but I'm not sure any effort I make would be worth it.

[Tejas]

It didn't exactly make me unhappy, but it was definitely kind of embarrassing. I've been working an insane amount of hours and haven't slept much. I had to delivery a short speech today and started off really strong, but somewhere in the middle, my brain just abruptly shut itself off and I was speechless—even my note card couldn't save me. I finally stuffed the card into my pocket and tried to steer it into an awkward landing. Definitely crashed, but didn't burn? In hindsight, it's funny only because that's so unusual for me. Next time, I shall conquer!

[Tejas]

Mom has been in and out the hospital since November. She went in Christmas night but I'm not sure when she's coming home. I talked to her today, and she sounds down. I wish there was something I could do, but I'm not sure any effort I make would be worth it.

Do you live in town? If you guys have a close relationship, I think she'd appreciate the company.

[Johe]

Do you live in town? If you guys have a close relationship, I think she'd appreciate the company.

No, she's in the city, and I'm out in the country with no driver's license or vehicle. I'm hoping to catch the bus sometime next week, but until then, I guess I kind feel like I'm letting her down. And the relationship is manic. It's the best way to describe it.

[DeeperThanSwords]

The discovery that no amount of drinking makes dysphoria go away.

[Ani]

The discovery that no amount of drinking makes dysphoria go away.

The earlier that discovery is made the better.  I hope one day you'll post that comment instead in the what made me happy today topic.    While I don't completely abstain from alcohol, I can't recall the last time I had enough in the past year to feel even a slight buzz, and I feel better for it.  Now if I could just convince myself to exercise regularly...

[DeeperThanSwords]

The earlier that discovery is made the better.  I hope one day you'll post that comment instead in the what made me happy today topic.    While I don't completely abstain from alcohol, I can't recall the last time I had enough in the past year to feel even a slight buzz, and I feel better for it.  Now if I could just convince myself to exercise regularly...

Thanks, dear. I'm too into the sensory enjoyment of wine to quit it altogether, but I really should cut down on it. That and dairy. When I feel rubbish, I go for wine and cheese, and it's doing my weight no good at all.

I'm trying to cut down to 2 bottles a week, but it's hard when I get stressed.

I've just come out on one of my social networks, and I'm gradually creeping towards being fully out, and seeking T treatment. But I'm doing it all in tiny, scared stages, because I'm trying to get Himself to acclimatise, so he won't freak out. Gah! Relationships. I wish I'd found this stuff out sooner.

[V M]

Mom has been in and out the hospital since November. She went in Christmas night but I'm not sure when she's coming home. I talked to her today, and she sounds down. I wish there was something I could do, but I'm not sure any effort I make would be worth it.

Sending healing thoughts for your mom to be okay and for you to be able to visit her

Hugs

[Keaira]

Last night at work, I had a robot crash into the side of the press. Today I was drug tested and suspended for 3 days.

[Sarah Blomsterhatt]

Decided to try to get fit again, excercised for about 20 minutes, felt awful and threw up. I think I might have tried to do abit much considering I haven't excercised for years.

[DeeperThanSwords]

I've put on 2 kilos. 

[Shantel]

I've put on 2 kilos. 

You know how that happened, don't turn your Auntie Shan into a harpy! 

[Angela???]

Well what a day Tuesday was, depression kicked in full on, made me want to roll up in a ball and spend the day crying! Why? Being trapped in the wrong body will do that! If I wasn't crying I was very angry, emotions all over the place, up and down, it's like being on a roller coaster! And I'm not on HRT!
I had to work very hard Wednesday to get myself back on track as I don't/can't take medication for my depression as the meds upset my stomache!
If a come out to everyone where I live I know I will not have any friends at all. And the problems caused for my children, well?
They say the state of Tasmania is pushing the country with all the gay laws, but the people in Tasmania are very Conservative and not as accepting as they say they are. Too many religious people running the state.They might change laws but they can't change the way people think! How do I know, I hear what people say about gay people and I think it sucks and I tell them so!. We are still good people regardsless of our sexual preference's! Grow up I say!