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What made you unhappy today? v2.0

Started by Padma, September 27, 2012, 05:38:45 AM

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Heather

Don't really know why but I'm having a low self esteem day. It's just one of those I feel ugly day's. :-\ Maybe I'll bounce back later.
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Rowan Rue

Quote from: Heather on February 09, 2013, 02:47:45 PM
Don't really know why but I'm having a low self esteem day. It's just one of those I feel ugly day's. :-\ Maybe I'll bounce back later.

Ditto.
I really wish I saw the same person each time I looked in a mirror.
Today's one of those "why am I even trying, this will never work" days.
Roll on tomorrow.





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Adam (birkin)

Quote from: Rowan Rue on February 09, 2013, 05:52:04 PM
Ditto.
I really wish I saw the same person each time I looked in a mirror.
Today's one of those "why am I even trying, this will never work" days.
Roll on tomorrow.

Pretty much my life, ha. Sometimes my face actually looks entirely different to me...it's pretty jarring. I see myself and then I see "her."
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DeeperThanSwords

Big hugs to Heather & Rowan.

I have been feeling unhappy the last few days because I'm getting stronger & stronger urges to start presenting, but that would mean coming out fully, and I'm not ready yet.
"Fear cuts deeper than swords."



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Adam (birkin)

Quote from: DeeperThanSwords on February 09, 2013, 06:46:51 PM
Big hugs to Heather & Rowan.

I have been feeling unhappy the last few days because I'm getting stronger & stronger urges to start presenting, but that would mean coming out fully, and I'm not ready yet.

Do you already dress male all the time? Cause if you don't, you can certainly do that without coming out. If people ask just say "I just like these clothes, they're more comfortable."
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kira21 ♡♡♡

Quote from: Heather on February 09, 2013, 02:47:45 PM
Don't really know why but I'm having a low self esteem day. It's just one of those I feel ugly day's. :-\ Maybe I'll bounce back later.
Quote from: Rowan Rue on February 09, 2013, 05:52:04 PM
Ditto.
I really wish I saw the same person each time I looked in a mirror.
Today's one of those "why am I even trying, this will never work" days.
Roll on tomorrow.

Must be something in the air. Feeling super low about myself atm. feeling like I look like an over weight male boxer.

Nero

Quote from: Heather on February 09, 2013, 02:47:45 PM
Don't really know why but I'm having a low self esteem day. It's just one of those I feel ugly day's. :-\ Maybe I'll bounce back later.

I had one of those last night. Hang in there hon.
Nero was the Forum Admin here at Susan's Place for several years up to the time of his death.
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Heather

At least I'm not alone in having these feelings. Some days I can see how feminine my face is becoming other days I cannot. I have days where I look in the mirror and see all girl then minutes later all I will see is guy. ??? :'(
Quote from: DeeperThanSwords on February 09, 2013, 06:46:51 PM
Big hugs to Heather & Rowan.

I have been feeling unhappy the last few days because I'm getting stronger & stronger urges to start presenting, but that would mean coming out fully, and I'm not ready yet.
You could try slowly introducing more and more masculine clothes into you daily wardrobe. Until your all the way presenting as you want.
Quote from: Not-so Fat Admin on February 09, 2013, 07:00:19 PM
I had one of those last night. Hang in there hon.
Thanks I've had a real up and down day.
Quote from: Steph21 on February 09, 2013, 06:59:33 PM
Must be something in the air. Feeling super low about myself atm. feeling like I look like an over weight male boxer.
I feel like I look like a quarterback on a lot of days. ???
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Jeatyn

Having one of those days with my daughter. Just endless tantrums over nothing in particular....7 of them so far, she's only been awake for two hours! I barely got any sleep last night and I'm over a week late on my T shot....

All these factors are making for a very very stressed and exhausted Jeatyn xD
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Shantel

Quote from: Jeatyn on February 10, 2013, 05:07:26 AM
Having one of those days with my daughter. Just endless tantrums over nothing in particular....7 of them so far, she's only been awake for two hours! I barely got any sleep last night and I'm over a week late on my T shot....

All these factors are making for a very very stressed and exhausted Jeatyn xD

How old is your daughter, is she into the terrible twos? I understand how kids acting up and hormones down can drive you over the edge. (hugs)
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Sarah Blomsterhatt

I've had alot of (mostly) older men hitting on me, asking for a kiss, a hug, flirt with the eye blink thing which I'm sure got a name...

And while I should be happy that people see me as a girl, I DO NOT want older men hitting on me. I want pretty girls hitting on me, that I wouldn't mind.
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Heather

Quote from: Sarah Blomsterhatt on February 10, 2013, 11:21:45 AM
I've had alot of (mostly) older men hitting on me, asking for a kiss, a hug, flirt with the eye blink thing which I'm sure got a name...

And while I should be happy that people see me as a girl, I DO NOT want older men hitting on me. I want pretty girls hitting on me, that I wouldn't mind.
lol better get used to it!
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suzifrommd

Breaking the news to our teenage son and daughter that their parents will be getting a divorce.

Have you read my short story The Eve of Triumph?
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Brooke777

Quote from: agfrommd on February 11, 2013, 09:40:38 AM
Breaking the news to our teenage son and daughter that their parents will be getting a divorce.

That must have been horrible. I'm sorry you had to go through that. *hugs*
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MadelineB

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Quote from: agfrommd on February 11, 2013, 09:40:38 AM
Breaking the news to our teenage son and daughter that their parents will be getting a divorce.
So sorry you are going through that. Hope you and each of your loved ones finds healing. I'm here if you need to talk. *hug* -Maddie
History, despite its wrenching pain, cannot be unlived, but if faced with courage, need not be lived again.
~Maya Angelou

Personal Blog: Madeline's B-Hive
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Adam (birkin)

*was seen as a lesbian and gay bashed* Along with a friend of mine. Hoo-ray. We are safe, but very rattled.
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V M

Glad to hear you are all safe, bashing folks for any reason is so wrong  :'(   Do you have a link to the incident?
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

Superficial fanny kissing friends are a dime a dozen, a TRUE FRIEND however is PRICELESS


- V M
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kira21 ♡♡♡

Quote from: Caleb. on February 11, 2013, 08:18:02 PM
*was seen as a lesbian and gay bashed* Along with a friend of mine. Hoo-ray. We are safe, but very rattled.

Happened to me before too and the worst thing is the disappointment with human kind.  Taints how you view people in general.  Hugs

Steph x

lawliver

Well...... Everyday I wake up I feel farther and farther away from my dream. Right now my dream is to start T, but since I can't seem to find an endo that accepts new patients, is trans friendly, or takes my insurance, it makes me upset. so upset to the point where I want to give up. I know that's not the thing to do because then I really won't be any closer to starting T.

:icon_chainsaw:
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Jeatyn

Quote from: Shantel on February 10, 2013, 09:14:50 AM
How old is your daughter, is she into the terrible twos? I understand how kids acting up and hormones down can drive you over the edge. (hugs)

Just turned two :D my sister had her all of yesterday, I have enjoyed a bit of peace and quiet and a lie in this morning. All recharged ^_^
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