What made you unhappy today? v2.0

[FTMDiaries]

The money I'd carefully saved up so that I could go and see a gender therapist has had to be diverted because our boiler broke down. I can't exactly leave my family without hot water & central heating during winter - especially since it's been snowing this week.

Once again, my own needs are shoved down to the bottom of the pile. Ah well. That's life, I guess. 🙁

[Shantel]

Welcome to my world hon! Being head of the household has it's setbacks at times. Being responsible and caring for those who count on us does have some psychic perks in spite of the personal deprivation we sometimes endure. You did the right thing!

[FTMDiaries]

Welcome to my world hon! Being head of the household has it's setbacks at times. Being responsible and caring for those who count on us does have some psychic perks in spite of the personal deprivation we sometimes endure. You did the right thing!

Thanks Shantel. I know I did the right thing, but I hope I'll be able to put my needs first some day.

[kinz]

i dilated for the first time in four months today

ow.  owwww ow wo woww wow yeah don't do that folks

[Rowan Rue]

Starving in a house full of food I can't eat.  Being gluten intolerant really sucks when your short on funds, I haven't eaten properly in a week and its really beginning to show.

[Shantel]

i dilated for the first time in four months today

ow.  owwww ow wo woww wow yeah don't do that folks

I read a medical periodical in the doctor's office that spoke of the number of cis females who discover on their wedding night that their vagina has become too tiny to consummate their marriage and wind up having to dilate just as post-op tg women do.

[kinz]

I read a medical periodical in the doctor's office that spoke of the number of cis females who discover on their wedding night that their vagina has become too tiny to consummate their marriage and wind up having to dilate just as post-op tg women do.

lolll yeah good thing i don't have to worry about wedding night consummation i think or at least hope that queerios have moved on a lil past that

[Shantel]

lolll yeah good thing i don't have to worry about wedding night consummation i think or at least hope that queerios have moved on a lil past that

lol yeah, I was amazed that there were any cis females older than 14 -15 who were still virgins, the article was a wtf moment for me.

[Adam (birkin)]

I read a medical periodical in the doctor's office that spoke of the number of cis females who discover on their wedding night that their vagina has become too tiny to consummate their marriage and wind up having to dilate just as post-op tg women do.

That would explain why the doctor can't even get inside mine for an exam. Since nothing has ever, or will ever go in there. I didn't know that was typical. I feel somewhat reassured lol.

[Shantel]

That would explain why the doctor can't even get inside mine for an exam. Since nothing has ever, or will ever go in there. I didn't know that was typical. I feel somewhat reassured lol.

Sounds like you're just fine Caleb, I don't blame you for having those feelings either! No big deal now after all huh?

[Adam (birkin)]

No. 🙂 I was just worried there was something really abnormally wrong with my parts. Even if I have no intention of using them, I want to be in good health, so knowing this is normal is good.

[Shantel]

No. 🙂 I was just worried there was something really abnormally wrong with my parts. Even if I have no intention of using them, I want to be in good health, so knowing this is normal is good.

Hey, looking at your muscle flexing photo speaks volumes about the state of your good health.  😉

[King Malachite]

I recordered an intervew I had to do with someone in law enforcement and looking back on it....

I really hate my voice.  It's all nasally and high pitched.  I really hope that T can straighten that out one day.

Guess I need to practice deepening my voice but it would be a bit awkward since I'm still living as female.

[Shantel]

I recordered an intervew I had to do with someone in law enforcement and looking back on it....

I really hate my voice.  It's all nasally and high pitched.  I really hope that T can straighten that out one day.

It will, you'll probably be a basso. I've seen it happen more than once, rather astounding really!

Guess I need to practice deepening my voice but it would be a bit awkward since I'm still living as female.

Don't waste your time, refer to my previous comment. It will come in due time.

[Adam (birkin)]

Hey, looking at your muscle flexing photo speaks volumes about the state of your good health. 

That's not me, that's the other Caleb. 🙂 Lol. All my muscles closely resemble fat for now. 😛

[DeeperThanSwords]

Going to the gym as 'her' is getting harder to do.

[Shantel]

Going to the gym as 'her' is getting harder to do.

Been there done that too, you'll have to shower at home hon! I could go in the men's locker room but they looked at me funny, the women's room was out of the question as they run around in their undies and I would have been discovered and killed.

[DeeperThanSwords]

Been there done that too, you'll have to shower at home hon! I could go in the men's locker room but they looked at me funny, the women's room was out of the question as they run around in their undies and I would have been discovered and killed.

I shower at home anyway, though changing clothes is a bother. The main thing that bothers me is being able to fully feel all the things that are wrong with me, especially the boob issue.

I kinda want to ask the manager about what to do regarding transition, but I'm too scared.

With regards to other women (and men), being pansexual means I'd be slyly admiring no matter where I changed.

[Shantel]

I shower at home anyway, though changing clothes is a bother. The main thing that bothers me is being able to fully feel all the things that are wrong with me, especially the boob issue.

I kinda want to ask the manager about what to do regarding transition, but I'm too scared.

With regards to other women (and men), being pansexual means I'd be slyly admiring no matter where I changed.

Well as far as the gym goes and my having to deal with the men's locker room I've had a boob issue for some time and have always lashed those things down and worn a large black T shirt, black works best! I just had a lot of eyeball assault with the huge hair covered bodies coming out of the shower with their junk showing. OMG Please! 

[King Malachite]

It will, you'll probably be a basso. I've seen it happen more than once, rather astounding really!

Don't waste your time, refer to my previous comment. It will come in due time.

Hoping so, I feel so inferior with this voice that I have. 😕