What made you unhappy today? v2.0

[Shantel]

I don't think the I can type what I feel at this point. The only time where my voice and my feelings can only be conveyed through actions. I wish things would be OK, but I doubt God has that in mind.

You most probably have combat related PTSD, I recognize the symptoms as I suffer from it myself as I have an extremely short fuze for nonsense and drama and an explosive temper. I often have to be very careful about how I respond to some people's posts lest I get the boot from the Not-so-fat Administrator or worse yet Susan herself. I came to the place where I had to realize that it wasn't normal for me to be outside investigating noises in my underpants at 0-dark thirty with my .45 auto. Go to VA with your DD-214 and ask to see the mental health counselor, you won't regret it.

[MadelineB]

Discovering that synthetic wigs get severe permanent frizzies when exposed to certain acid-based skin treatments. Retin A fried my bangs.

[Keaira]

Yesterday, my Sister 'jokingly' called me a freak. And I went off on her.  My last spoken words to her were, "Do you have foot and mouth disease? because you keep putting your foot in your mouth."

I'm still upset. Both at her and myself. I'm upset at her because she should have known better. And at myself because I let my anger get the best of me. She emailed me later on and said that perhaps we should just go our separate ways. I told her in reply, that's up to her, it's her life and she has to do what's right by her.

[suzifrommd]

Yesterday, my Sister 'jokingly' called me a freak. And I went off on her.  My last spoken words to her were, "Do you have foot and mouth disease? because you keep putting your foot in your mouth."

I'm still upset. Both at her and myself. I'm upset at her because she should have known better. And at myself because I let my anger get the best of me. She emailed me later on and said that perhaps we should just go our separate ways. I told her in reply, that's up to her, it's her life and she has to do what's right by her.

That's so frustrating. I hope she comes around. But really, I'd hope if one of my family members made a remark like that, their first reaction would be to feel bad because they hurt me and perhaps to apologize.

You didn't deserve what happened.

[Shodan]

My voice. Again. It's such a huge trigger for me, and it's not helping that I'm having to talk on the phones all day. I wish I could just go home right now but those bills don't pay themselves.


The irony is, if I wasn't trans my voice would be awesome. People tell me that I have a voice for radio and, way back in the dawn of time, I was actually a college radio DJ. I think that's part of what frustrates me. It's going to be so hard to train it to sound feminine. I wish I could just give it to one of you trans-guys, who would enjoy and appreciate it more than I do.

[Sarah Louise]

Blurry vision that goes in and out.  Bah humbug at growing old and having diabetes.

[Jayne]

I have just been kicked in the teeth (figuratively speaking).
The GIC have requested that my GP seek funding for electrolysis for my facial hair, due to my eczema I can't use a razor to shave & can only wear make-up to cover my 5 o'clock shadow for 2 - 3 days at a time before my skin is so painful that even applying prescription creams becomes painful.
This is one of the main sources of my depression, also i've been told by the GIC that they want me to be presenting as female full time by my next appointment before I start HRT.
Being unable to pass as female is effecting me so badly that I now consider this more important than SRS, when this started I never thought for a second that anything could be more important than SRS.

I've just checked my mail & have been denied funding, the letter states "Your application does not indicate that this patients case is exceptional in comparison to other patients with this condition who may also wish to access this treatment", "funding approval cannot therefore be granted & this case is now closed"

I feel like I can't go on right now, every step of the last 2 yrs has been a battle & I don't know if I have the strength to fight the system any more.

This morning I was crying tears of happiness at being offered a home & now i'm crying tears of misery & desperation

[androgynoid]

I got my TV hooked up to my laptop as a second monitor (woohoo!); however, I still can't get Netflix to run, which was the point of having two monitors in the first place.

[Imreallyconfused]

Thought I started to move forward, called a psychologist and she has yet to call me back after almost 2 days. Eh, Ill just have to call someone else. Because I blew my top yesterday and mom got wind, she stayed home from work today to look after me. She honestly thought I was going to hurt myself.

[ford]

fighting the urge to self-injure...

I know the feeling. Hang in there man. It'll pass.

[FTMDiaries]

Just got addressed as 'my dear' by a new, cismale colleague.

I'm not your bloody dear, dear... unless you're gay, in which case hellooooooo!

[Keaira]

Azmaria and I parted ways. So I have essentially lost both of my Sisters in 3 months.I wonder who will be next...

[Imreallyconfused]

Azmaria and I parted ways. So I have essentially lost both of my Sisters in 3 months.I wonder who will be next...

I'm sorry to hear that. I hope they come around soon.  - Gives a hug - I will pray for your family.


Why does god dump the least favorite thing on top of me again. I hate snow

[Adam (birkin)]

Azmaria and I parted ways. So I have essentially lost both of my Sisters in 3 months.I wonder who will be next...

No one is next. Butt. *hugs*

[King Malachite]

Lack of Juicy Juice

[Keaira]

 

No one is next. Butt. *hugs*

Im just saying....^_^ 

[big kim]

My  mum's in hospital so my Dad went on a vodka bender as his way of coping.Just what I need an 84 year old brat

[Shantel]

My  mum's in hospital so my Dad went on a vodka bender as his way of coping.Just what I need an 84 year old brat

Sorry Big Kim, look out for your mum!

[big kim]

Thanks she's on the mend hope you are

[Adam (birkin)]

Im just saying....^_^

Don't worry. Life events are entirely random. You're not set on a course to lose everyone, it's just a bad time and a lot of bad things coincidentally happened at once. Try to keep on rationalface. *hugs*