What made you unhappy today? v2.0

[V M]

*Heavy sigh*

My sister called up to disown me ... Again     I'm wondering how long this one will last

[hazel]

Been feeling pretty low/depressed for about a week, finally motivated myself to get out and do something and not even 100 steps pass my house a group of chavy kids decide to start on me, *sigh should have stayed in bed 

[Heather]

Been feeling pretty low/depressed for about a week, finally motivated myself to get out and do something and not even 100 steps pass my house a group of chavy kids decide to start on me, *sigh should have stayed in bed 

I'm sorry your having a terrible week. Getting yourself out of the house was a good thing no matter what those kids were saying to you. Staying in bed all day is no way to live your life. The thing about depressed moods the longer you dwell in them the worse they get. So the best thing you can do for yourself is to go out and try to have some fun.

[Keaira]

Spent 8 hours in a car, looking for a car, with a Minister and complete homophobe transphobe and maybe other "phobes" too. And all I could think about his bigoted Christian views was, "But.. You're African American. Being Transgender is almost like being black in the 50's and 60's. You're looked down upon, treated like crap and Everyone feels they have a right to a slice of your life."

[Shantel]

Spent 8 hours in a car, looking for a car, with a Minister and complete homophobe transphobe and maybe other "phobes" too. And all I could think about his bigoted Christian views was, "But.. You're African American. Being Transgender is almost like being black in the 50's and 60's. You're looked down upon, treated like crap and Everyone feels they have a right to a slice of your life."

Too bad you didn't vocalize that for him. I ran into that at the VA hospital from a black male nurse and brought up the same analogy, he shut up and apologized.

[FTMDiaries]

Being misgendered on the phone:

Car Dealership: "Hi, can I speak to Mr. Diaries please?"

Me: "Speaking."

Car Dealership: "No, can I speak to MISTER Diaries please?"

Ugh.

[Imreallyconfused]

The cold needs to leave and soon. I am so close to taking a clever to my legs. I honestly, right now, wouldn't mind not having legs from the thighs down. The cold, drops in pressure, or excessive heat, actually make it impossible to stand up or walk sometimes. My next door neighbor actually thought to ask me if I was on drugs because I went outside to get the mail and when the cold air hit my body, my knees locked up and I face planted from my porch, 4 stairs down to the ground, and hit one of the lawn pavers. After I recovered and told her, she apologized about the drug thing. But really, is that the first thing on your mind instead of are you ok?

[Shantel]

The cold needs to leave and soon. I am so close to taking a clever to my legs. I honestly, right now, wouldn't mind not having legs from the thighs down. The cold, drops in pressure, or excessive heat, actually make it impossible to stand up or walk sometimes. My next door neighbor actually thought to ask me if I was on drugs because I went outside to get the mail and when the cold air hit my body, my knees locked up and I face planted from my porch, 4 stairs down to the ground, and hit one of the lawn pavers. After I recovered and told her, she apologized about the drug thing. But really, is that the first thing on your mind instead of are you ok?

That was beyond rude, hope you didn't get too banged up!

[King Malachite]

1. My sister took my Ginger ale

2.  I've been waiting two whole weeks to watch the new episode of Between Women (lesbian drama web show) online that airs at 9 but someone hacked into their account putting up a video instead about how homosexuality is a sin and the video started quoting scriptures....seriously wtf.

[big kim]

I had to call the police to arrest a guest for beating up his girlfriend.Thankfully she is OK and has took my advice and is changing the locks on her house and leaving the POS

[DirtyFox]

One of those nights I poured my eyes out from having lost someone dear to me.

[suzifrommd]

Something bad is going to happen and I can't do anything about it.

I gave my wife my thoughts on how to divide things up in the divorce. She said she needed to talk it over with her lawyer (fine with me). It's more than two weeks later, and I haven't heard anything. I asked her what her timetable is. She said she's talked to her lawyer but needs to see her again. They're seeing each other Wednesday. I asked if she'd have an answer after that. She got really irritated and said that she wouldn't have an answer, but would "let me know what's going on."

I can only wait. 

[Shantel]

Something bad is going to happen and I can't do anything about it.

I gave my wife my thoughts on how to divide things up in the divorce. She said she needed to talk it over with her lawyer (fine with me). It's more than two weeks later, and I haven't heard anything. I asked her what her timetable is. She said she's talked to her lawyer but needs to see her again. They're seeing each other Wednesday. I asked if she'd have an answer after that. She got really irritated and said that she wouldn't have an answer, but would "let me know what's going on."

I can only wait. 

My heart goes out to you, hope you have a lawyer, she's probably got a barracuda!

[suzifrommd]

My heart goes out to you, hope you have a lawyer, she's probably got a barracuda!

Well, I do. Don't know if she's a barracuda too, but at least I've got one. But I SO don't want this to be nasty.

[Shantel]

Well, I do. Don't know if she's a barracuda too, but at least I've got one. But I SO don't want this to be nasty.

I'm with you sweetie, it's always best to part amicably if at all possible. I'll say one for you tonight.

[Jenny07]

Being alone today thinking to myself why I have to put up with how I feel, it is torture at times as we all know. I wish my mom could have helped me when I was younger as it would have been much better now. She knew how I felt but died before I was 10. I wish I had the courage to deal with it in my teens but had no chance to do so. Seeing the results of younger people addressing their GID made me feel what could of been and made me feel sad.

It feels so much harder starting now but at least I am making some progress however so slow.

J

[Adam (birkin)]

Last night my dog peed all over my messenger bag. my notebook and some sheets of paper I had got soaked with urine.

And then, they wake me up at 7:30 am. The one is puking directly on my couch fabric, and the other is FLIPPING out, barking really loudly and biting and scratching me. So I had to go upstairs, there was nothing to wear as everything was in the wash and I was sleeping naked...the dog was still biting and scratching my bare legs furiously, so I threw on the only thing I saw, which was my mother's red nightgown, and took them to the yard. -_- What a way to wake up.

On the plus side, the nightgown was NOT flattering on me at all. You could really see how my body has changed on T. My shoulders are broad, hips are gone, so it hangs not so nicely. My chest has softened and has a new shape so you could even really see them with the way the nightgown hung, all you could see was some chest stubble. Lol.

[Shantel]

Last night my dog peed all over my messenger bag. my notebook and some sheets of paper I had got soaked with urine.

And then, they wake me up at 7:30 am. The one is puking directly on my couch fabric, and the other is FLIPPING out, barking really loudly and biting and scratching me. So I had to go upstairs, there was nothing to wear as everything was in the wash and I was sleeping naked...the dog was still biting and scratching my bare legs furiously, so I threw on the only thing I saw, which was my mother's red nightgown, and took them to the yard. -_- What a way to wake up.

On the plus side, the nightgown was NOT flattering on me at all. You could really see how my body has changed on T. My shoulders are broad, hips are gone, so it hangs not so nicely. My chest has softened and has a new shape so you could even really see them with the way the nightgown hung, all you could see was some chest stubble. Lol.

I got the picture, nothing sexy about a guy in a woman's nightgown! 

[Adam (birkin)]

I got the picture, nothing sexy about a guy in a woman's nightgown! 

Lol, yeah, I'm glad no one saw me. I imagine they'd give me the same look as my (not-so-excited-about-my-transition grandma) gave me yesterday when she saw my hairy legs for the first time.

[Shantel]

Lol, yeah, I'm glad no one saw me. I imagine they'd give me the same look as my (not-so-excited-about-my-transition grandma) gave me yesterday when she saw my hairy legs for the first time.

Grandma's aren't known for their progressive thinking!