What made you unhappy today? v2.0

[Robyn]

Knowing that I am going to lose another grandchild. My first grandson is diagnosed with Tay-Sachs disease. I am just heartbroken for my daughter and her husband for what they will go through for the next 3 or more years and the impact it will have on their 4-year-old twin daughters. And they don't communicate with me. We lost a granddaughter 15 years ago to a brain tumor.

Robyn

[big kim]

I'm so sorry Robyn,I wish there was something I could do or say

[V M]

So sorry to hear that Robyn, that's a really rough disease, not only for the afflicted child but for the whole family as well

Will be keeping you and your family in my thoughts

Hugs

- Virginia

[Jess42]

Knowing that I am going to lose another grandchild. My first grandson is diagnosed with Tay-Sachs disease. I am just heartbroken for my daughter and her husband for what they will go through for the next 3 or more years and the impact it will have on their 4-year-old twin daughters. And they don't communicate with me. We lost a granddaughter 15 years ago to a brain tumor.

Robyn

Wow Robyn, my prayers are with your grandchild, you and your family. My heart goes out to ya'll.

[Shantel]

Knowing that I am going to lose another grandchild. My first grandson is diagnosed with Tay-Sachs disease. I am just heartbroken for my daughter and her husband for what they will go through for the next 3 or more years and the impact it will have on their 4-year-old twin daughters. And they don't communicate with me. We lost a granddaughter 15 years ago to a brain tumor.

Robyn

I'm so sad for you Robyn, being a grandparent myself I can only imagine the pain you are going through over this, because grandkids somehow often seem even more precious to us than our own kids did at the time we had them. You are in my thoughts and prayers as well. ((hugs))

[ZoeM]

Flower company lost my Mother's Day order. Had to call to get a replacement - four days after 'guaranteed' delivery.

On the plus side, the lady on the phone called me 'Ma'am' even after I told her my full male name. :|

[Shantel]

Flower company lost my Mother's Day order. Had to call to get a replacement - four days after 'guaranteed' delivery.

On the plus side, the lady on the phone called me 'Ma'am' even after I told her my full male name. :|

Always so cool, takes away some of the lost order angst!

[Devlyn]

Knowing that I am going to lose another grandchild. My first grandson is diagnosed with Tay-Sachs disease. I am just heartbroken for my daughter and her husband for what they will go through for the next 3 or more years and the impact it will have on their 4-year-old twin daughters. And they don't communicate with me. We lost a granddaughter 15 years ago to a brain tumor.

Robyn

So sorry, Robyn. My thoughts to you and your family. Hugs, Devlyn

[King Malachite]

regreat eating that burger

[Adam (birkin)]

Ended up seeing a picture of someone's chest...he's getting top surgery soon and yet he just put his boobs all over the internet.

I want to be understanding, I really do, and people have the right to do whatever they want, but I'd NEVER show my chest or do anything to "say goodbye." I'm saying goodbye by cutting the bastards off once and for all. Like I hate them so much, they should never have been there to begin with, so why would someone want to do that?

I've been noting for a while that the internet has been making me hateful, and I do occasionally take breaks because of it. Like a few times a year type thing.  I guess now is that time again.

[King Malachite]

I'm unhappy because I don't have any natural masculine features that works in my favor (like in the thread I created about a year ago).  It seems like many guys has at least one feature that works in their favor be it height, facial hair, voice, above average down stairs growth, small hips.  I don't have anything on me thats naturally masculine.  I have virtually no hair on my legs.  My voice is high pitched.  I'm not tall.  I have wide hips. I'm not "well endowed".  I have large breasts.  I can only grow one or two chinhairs on occasion.  *sigh*

[Jamie D]

regreat eating that burger

You regret to report how great the burger was?  A Freudian slip, I think.

[King Malachite]

You regret to report how great the burger was?  A Freudian slip, I think.

It wasn't as flavorful as I thought it would be.

[Jamie D]

Now that is sad. 

[King Malachite]

Now that is sad. 

indeed....wasted calories

[Adam (birkin)]

I'm unhappy because I don't have any natural masculine features that works in my favor (like in the thread I created about a year ago).  It seems like many guys has at least one feature that works in their favor be it height, facial hair, voice, above average down stairs growth, small hips.  I don't have anything on me thats naturally masculine.  I have virtually no hair on my legs.  My voice is high pitched.  I'm not tall.  I have wide hips. I'm not "well endowed".  I have large breasts.  I can only grow one or two chinhairs on occasion.  *sigh*

I had this too man, it sucks. I still even feel really behind compared to guys who have been on T for the same amount of time, it took me twice as long to start passing at all.

[King Malachite]

I had this too man, it sucks. I still even feel really behind compared to guys who have been on T for the same amount of time, it took me twice as long to start passing at all.

Yeah you're journey has seemed a bit rough so far, especially with people, but it seems to be smoothing out some though right?

[Adam (birkin)]

Oh yeah, it's gotten tons better, thank God. Family for the most part has come around, I pass a majority of the time (as long as there's no gays or lesbians around), so that's all helped a lot. Now I just need to get a better self image.

[Edge]

I somehow managed to sleep in until past 1pm (my kid is at his other dad's place) and now I feel groggy.
I have a long list of things to do. Some of it is stressful. Some of it feels a little overwhelming compounded by the fact that I am currently groggy.
For some reason, a webpage with a link to a form I need to print off would not load on a library computer (I don't own a printer). It kept saying it did, but was completely blank.
Because my university is small, the courses I can take are limited. I feel like I'm being held back.
I'm stressed out because I need a letter from a psychologist to get on T and my therapist may not count since she is not a registered psychologist. She told me that she would send me a letter anyway just in case, but she hasn't. I may need to find a psychologist in this small, conservative city. I feel like I wasted my time and money.

[Jess42]

I couldn't open up to my therapist again today. Was going to and had what I was going to say all figured out but ->-bleeped-<- happens and before the appointment found out I am losing my job on Friday. Life really really really really sux. I think I'm tired of it and want a do over.