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What made you unhappy today? v2.0

Started by Padma, September 27, 2012, 05:38:45 AM

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Breenyan

My mother, though now concessions have been made, declared that if i continue being trans and continue to date my boyfriend, she will not provide transportation to move into and out of my dorm, and i am to pay for my school costs myself. Which honestly feels like both a good any bad thing since ive wanted to pay for my own education anyways though it means hard work is ahead.


I like pandas?
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FTMDiaries

I had to have my cat put down this morning.  :'(

She was 18 years old, which is an excellent innings, but she's been a part of my life since 1995 so it was difficult to let her go. But it was the right thing for her, and her passing was mercifully peaceful.





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CalmRage

Quote from: FTMDiaries on June 24, 2013, 10:46:46 AM
I had to have my cat put down this morning.  :'(

She was 18 years old, which is an excellent innings, but she's been a part of my life since 1995 so it was difficult to let her go. But it was the right thing for her, and her passing was mercifully peaceful.

awwwwwwww. That sucks. If you need to talk, you can talk to me.
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Shantel

Quote from: FTMDiaries on June 24, 2013, 10:46:46 AM
I had to have my cat put down this morning.  :'(

She was 18 years old, which is an excellent innings, but she's been a part of my life since 1995 so it was difficult to let her go. But it was the right thing for her, and her passing was mercifully peaceful.

It's sad hon, they are always like a member of your family! (hugs)
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Devlyn

Quote from: FTMDiaries on June 24, 2013, 10:46:46 AM
I had to have my cat put down this morning.  :'(

She was 18 years old, which is an excellent innings, but she's been a part of my life since 1995 so it was difficult to let her go. But it was the right thing for her, and her passing was mercifully peaceful.

Big hug! Sorry, hon, I know how they become part of you.  Hugs, Devlyn
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StellaB

Quote from: FTMDiaries on June 24, 2013, 10:46:46 AM
I had to have my cat put down this morning.  :'(

She was 18 years old, which is an excellent innings, but she's been a part of my life since 1995 so it was difficult to let her go. But it was the right thing for her, and her passing was mercifully peaceful.

Aww I'm really sorry. Hoping that the memories bring comfort together with the thought that wherever her wee soul it it is bringing joy to others. Hugs.
"The truth within me is more than the reality which surrounds me."
Constantin Stanislavski

Mistakes not only provide opportunities for learning but also make good stories.
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FTMDiaries

Thanks for the hugs & kind words everyone. :)

I have some very good memories (and rather amusing photos) of the old dear, and I'll remember her fondly.





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ZoeM

Quote from: JulieR on June 24, 2013, 02:44:08 PM
Do NOT pick your nose in the middle of the night when you haven't had long fingernails in 40 years.
OW. D:





XCOM ate my wonderful save game. It had so much promise, too... :(
Don't lose who you are along the path to who you want to be.








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CalmRage

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big kim

The death of someone who was my best friend.We drifted apart when I  transitioned and never kept in touch,I think it would have gone badly if we met but that's something I'll never really know for sure.RIP Nigel
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Adam (birkin)

Quote from: JulieR on June 24, 2013, 02:44:08 PM
Do NOT pick your nose in the middle of the night when you haven't had long fingernails in 40 years.

omggggg. Lol. That's awful.
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Tossu-sama

Make it pissed off.

I went to the pharmacy to get my Ts for tomorrow since it's my injection day keeping my fingers crossed at least one of the two pharmacies downtown would have the brand I've been prescribed. For some reason the stock Finnish pharmacies use have difficulties to keep solid stocks of the stuff and there's been word going around the Finnish ftm circles that the difficulties have started again.
Keeping my fingers crossed didn't help. None of the pharmacies of home city had the T brand I was looking for. Good thing I had asked the doctor to prescribe couple sets of gel just in case this happens...

But it's annoying!
It's summer so it's hot and sometimes the moisture of the air makes me sweat like a pig even if I do nothing.
And I was so happy when I was finally able to move from gel to injections and now I have to "downgrade" like this...
I just hate it.
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Renee

Running into an old friend of my dad's and mine at the post office and hearing how much memory issues he is having lately. I hope he's not developing Alzheimer's.
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Shantel

Quote from: Renee on June 24, 2013, 06:39:06 PM
Running into an old friend of my dad's and mine at the post office and hearing how much memory issues he is having lately. I hope he's not developing Alzheimer's.

That's always a worry, not fun watching someone molder down before your eyes.
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Edge

I had a migraine last night that, thankfully, wasn't bad, but did make me feel very nauseas. At the same time, my son was having his usual trouble falling asleep. When we both did finally get to sleep, I had some dreams that made me feel very uncomfortable.
When my grandma got alzheimer's and my grandpa was going deaf and senile, I was the only one of my siblings who still visited them (and it's only past tense because of the distance). My grandpa died right around Christmas. I was the last person to know and I didn't get to go to the funeral. My siblings, who didn't bother spending time with him in life, got to carry his coffin. I am worried that, when my grandma dies, I will be the last to know again, I won't be able to go the funeral, and my siblings who were too cowardly to go visit her, will get to carry her coffin which is a right I think belongs to me. Seriously, my grandma's friends call me "Vi's girl" (yes, I'm not a girl, but they don't know that) because I visited her so much (and at all).
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ZoeM

Turned over a piece of paper on the floor and two earwigs fell out. Turned over another and two more appeared. Moved my chair and there was one under the wheel! D:
Don't lose who you are along the path to who you want to be.








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Shantel

Quote from: ZoeM on June 25, 2013, 08:11:08 AM
Turned over a piece of paper on the floor and two earwigs fell out. Turned over another and two more appeared. Moved my chair and there was one under the wheel! D:

You're having a water or moisture problem somewhere in the house close by.
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FTMDiaries

My GP's receptionist called me up to tell me that one of my hormone levels is way too high. It could just be because I've been stressed lately... or it could be something much more sinister. And just to add a cherry on top: it's one of the female hormones. Whoop-de-doo.

:eusa_pray: Oh Tula, Goddess of Transsexuals... please don't let this get in the way of my transition. Amen.





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Adam (birkin)

The entire night was full of nightmares.
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CalmRage

My therapist, who is usually a nice person first asking me if i want to cut off my penis (it's a little early don't you think "name deleted", besides it is not that simple) and later on laughing at me because in the middle of our jam session i let out a high-pitched squeak (don't know why i let that one out, think i saw something)

The only place where one might hear me squeak is in a music store or a games store or just plain retailer.

It turned out to be a fun session, he insisted on talking about my issues with me, because the last few times i hastily changed the subject, this time, that was futile. Later on i was too nervous to talk, so we jammed. He plays guitar in a band. Funnily enough, i had a jam session at school with my "school-companion?" (is that what they call them in english). During the earlier one, i couldn't help but sneak in "In The Hall Of The Mountain King". At the later one i almost solely sang. My therapist praised my voice, but i told him it sucks. He tried to steer me into singing "Can't Help Falling In Love" at one point, where i just said "No, no, no, i'm not going to sing that low. I mean, i can, but i prefer mid-to-high range."
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