What made you unhappy today? v2.0

[Saison Marguerite]

Caleb I think you should just find yourself a job and move in with me, as I have offered to you many times. That way even if it is part time you will be able to afford all your bills and live elsewhere. It's better than the room mates you had last year who were 6 strange men and it is better than someone who you do not know if you will get along with them.

I am unhappy because I am looking for a new job. Mine does not give me enough hours anymore.

[Shantel]

Six big Long Island Iced Tea's last night left me feeling sh*tty the first half of the day. I know so much better than to even go there. 

[Adam (birkin)]

Caleb I think you should just find yourself a job and move in with me, as I have offered to you many times. That way even if it is part time you will be able to afford all your bills and live elsewhere. It's better than the room mates you had last year who were 6 strange men and it is better than someone who you do not know if you will get along with them.

I am unhappy because I am looking for a new job. Mine does not give me enough hours anymore.

Well, hopefully I will get a call back from the ones I have applied for. I'm probably going to be splitting up my office time 50/50 - 50% for writing cover letters and such, and the other 50% for writing my thesis. Until I find something. If I can get my thesis done then it frees up my life substantially.

[DriftingCrow]

I told myself I wouldn't let JGG leave the office without checking this estate tax return. It's been sitting on my desk for almost a month now, and so far, I haven't been able to succeed in getting her to chill for just a second to look over my work before I send this in.  I also have a bunch of checks for her to sign. . . ah, my desk is getting so cluttered with her junk.

Six big Long Island Iced Tea's last night left me feeling sh*tty the first half of the day. I know so much better than to even go there. 

Wow girl, that's a lot! Hope you feel better.  I got a little tipsy this weekend from eating 3 vodka soaked gummy worms, I'd never be able to handle that.

[androgynoid]

America.

[Adam (birkin)]

America.

LOL. I know right.

[Edge]

I don't feel safe around the LGBT community in my city.

[Adam (birkin)]

I don't feel safe around the LGBT community in my city.

You have said so many things tonight that have resonated with me. The LGBT (haven't seen many T people, but the ones I have...) have been pretty disrespectful of me. Mostly outing me without my consent or making little jabs at my appearance.

[Liam]

Bloody Hell Week. I hate this reminder of my reproductive system.

[androgynoid]

LOL. I know right.

Take me to Canada. I want to go to there.

[Edge]

Still no sign of the form I was supposed to receive in the mail months ago that I absolutely need. Also, still no sign of my name change certificate.
Also, for the past few days, I have been anxious to start my sewing projects. Today, now that I actually have time to, I have a complete lack of inspiration.

[Adam (birkin)]

Take me to Canada. I want to go to there.

OK, you can live in my closet.

[Rowan Rue]

I'm giving up on my clothing company.  After three years paying myself below minimum wage, I just can't do it any more.  What really sucks is, as ever, success looks like it might be just over the horizon, but I just can't take it any more.
So there, in the last month I've lost my marriage, both of my other poly relationships.  I'm coming to terms with the fact I won't be there every day to watch my daughter grow up, and now I'm saying goodbye to a business that I've put 6 years of my life and $45,000 of my own money into.
I have now run out of money to the point that I'll be without spiro for a while and I'm going to have to give up my health insurance again.

[Devlyn]

I'm giving up on my clothing company.  After three years paying myself below minimum wage, I just can't do it any more.  What really sucks is, as ever, success looks like it might be just over the horizon, but I just can't take it any more.
So there, in the last month I've lost my marriage, both of my other poly relationships.  I'm coming to terms with the fact I won't be there every day to watch my daughter grow up, and now I'm saying goodbye to a business that I've put 6 years of my life and $45,000 of my own money into.
I have now run out of money to the point that I'll be without spiro for a while and I'm going to have to give up my health insurance again.

Big hug! I've folded up a business, too. The important thing to remember is that the company failed, not you. The only failure for you would be not taking the lessons learned with you. Hugs, Devlyn

[lolife]

I'm in pain (which is near constant).  I am feeling lonely and unlovable.  I am feeling ignored and unimportant.  And I'm probably not going to be able to afford to go back to school this semester - which is the one thing that gives me confidence and makes me feel accomplished and capable.  The majority of my life is in a holding pattern and I'm frustrated and sad.

[DriftingCrow]

I'm giving up on my clothing company.  After three years paying myself below minimum wage, I just can't do it any more.  What really sucks is, as ever, success looks like it might be just over the horizon, but I just can't take it any more.
So there, in the last month I've lost my marriage, both of my other poly relationships.  I'm coming to terms with the fact I won't be there every day to watch my daughter grow up, and now I'm saying goodbye to a business that I've put 6 years of my life and $45,000 of my own money into.
I have now run out of money to the point that I'll be without spiro for a while and I'm going to have to give up my health insurance again.

Ah that's awful Rowan  **giant hug** Hopefully things will work out, and maybe years later another venture will await you.

[kelly_aus]

Sorry to everybody depressing thread

mine is from a few days ago when DOMA fell, which was and my hometown newspaper covered it with a gigantic prominent 'woe is us morality is dead' tirade, which is come on, you know us folks read the paper, too, right?

I'm a wee bit biased maybe just a smidge eh but it's still just unfathomable that people can be like that

And one of my lambs died today and I have another two sick.  I'm sorry babies, I'm a failure, not you.

Something I've learnt recently about death.. You can put in all the effort and fight the good fight, but sometimes it's just a battle you can't win. I did everything I could to help my partner, Alison, but she still passed away.. Crazy thing is, I'd do it all over again..

[Jenny07]

Something I've learnt recently about death.. You can put in all the effort and fight the good fight, but sometimes it's just a battle you can't win. I did everything I could to help my partner, Alison, but she still passed away.. Crazy thing is, I'd do it all over again..

Sorry about Alison Kelly, life can be hard and there are things worse than death, I know.
My partner was unlucky to survive a horrendous accident which left her in a terrible way, which is a living hell for her, her parents and myself. I see how much she hates what happened and what we all lost. Makes me very sad just thinking about the pain it caused for years and how close I came to the black mist.
I deal with it one day at a time and some days are very hard and it has been a long time since I have known happiness.
Tears are hard to stop and are flowing now.

Hugs J

[kelly_aus]

Sorry about Alison Kelly, life can be hard and there are things worse than death, I know.
My partner was unlucky to survive a horrendous accident which left her in a terrible way, which is a living hell for her, her parents and myself. I see how much she hates what happened and what we all lost. Makes me very sad just thinking about the pain it caused for years and how close I came to the black mist.
I deal with it one day at a time and some days are very hard and it has been a long time since I have known happiness.
Tears are hard to stop and are flowing now.

Hugs J

Hugs to you too, Jenny..

I might have lost Alison, but I've gained a family. I'll be giving away Alison's eldest daughter at her wedding later this month..

[CalmRage]

Hugs to you too, Jenny..

I might have lost Alison, but I've gained a family. I'll be giving away Alison's eldest daughter at her wedding later this month..

What happened to her (if you don't mind telling me, it's probably kind of personal)?