Quote from: Stephe on October 16, 2012, 12:06:57 PM
I raced cars for years with "the good old boys", I still ride sport bikes. I loved being a boy scout, camping etc. I have zewro interest in cooking, sewing etc. I was a car mechanic for 30 years and loved it. I LOVE being in charge and I love to win at anything I do.
But at the end of the day I have now become a woman but still have some of these same interests. You don't think there are Alpha type women? Or like women who like "mens sports"? I can't relate to the "I don't have a feminine bone in my body" part but the rest I can relate to. I really don't buy the whole "A real MTF would be introverted and feminine their whole life" concept. Plays too much on the -ideal female- stereotype that women should be submissive and not want to be in charge of anything etc.
Hear, hear!
I'm a lone wolf alpha girl. When I go out in boy mode, I'm still a lone wolf alpha. I don't do submission. I don't like football, rugby, or cricket, but that's because they're team activities. I do like athletics, and kung fu, and swordfighting. I also like ballet, and gymnastics. And dancing, and science, and art.
All those stereotypical "female" activities, like socializing and gossiping, buying too many sets of shoes, having no taste in movies or music, and generally acting like a twelve-year-old, they're not really what defines a woman. They're optional.
You know, when I was a kid and watching all those 1980s martial arts flicks, between all the JCVD and Seagal and Bolo Yeung, I think my favourite fighter was Cynthia Rothrock.
Favourite films: Whisper of the Heart, A Serbian Film, Drive, Akira, Requiem For A Dream
Favourite authors: J.G. Ballard, Aleister Crowley, William Gibson, Clive Barker, Paul W. Glimcher
I'm writing this wearing tights, girly trainers, low-rise jeans and a woman's turtleneck (all black), mascara, foundation and perfume (Miss Dior, smells great). Long hair done up in a high, Japanese-style, pony-tail with a pink ribbon. It's my everyday androgynous outfit, serious but playful. Earlier in the day, I flirted with, glared at, ignored, confused, and had serious business interactions with dozens of people walking around town. I walk the way a female athlete walks: bounce in my step, bum back, hips loose, back arched, settled, pushing and rolling off the ground. Jaunty and natural, beats the crap out of the unhealthy shuffling I see all around me.
In a way, I'm exactly the kind of girl the boy persona I used to maintain would have wanted to be with.
Feels right.
Maddie