Hugs to you M.G. Remember, transition is not about passing it is about being accepted as a woman, which can happen whether you pass or not. I know three Trans women who don't pass and they are all thrilled with their transition. I've learned a great deal about being a woman from watching them. They know womanhood is not about appearances, it is about one's place in the world and one's acceptance of one's self.
You are a woman and a human being. Therefore you are beautiful.