Didn't know where to post, thought I'd start from the beginning.
Introduction!
Didn't ever expect that I'd find myself in a forum like that (life is full of surprses), but I am so happy I am here among all of you!!
Well I am a straight girl, I don't really like labels, so much using them for myself but sometimes makes things easier to understand, categorising that is. So I found myself falling in love with a person I so much admire, because he makes me laugh, he lets be myself, he likes me, and he has flirted me like no other man before.. A minor difference is that he is trapped into a woman's body. I can't speak of him in another way, like transgend wom.. no way!!!!
So I knew straight from the beginning who he is, but didn't stop me from letting myself fall for him.. I fell for all his manly qualities, for all the masculine vibes I was receiving, I like men yes, I love men, specially the manly ones and the handsome too :p The man he is, the qualities I said before, surprisingly are not the physical ones, but the character, the behaviour, the way he thinks he feels and express himself.
So I like the content I thought, the hell with the packaging!
We met in a forum some months ago, so not seeing him or hearing him made it easier to perceive him as the man he is. When we started talking, when I first heard his voice ok, I freaked out. But, that did not sstop me. I felt so many things, he had made me fall for him, so I would not quit. The first time I saw him, I freaked out more :p Still I said, that person has touched your heart, don't go back. Dont let your eyes and ears fool you, he is what your mind and heart sees. At first my mind was confused, I didn't know with whom I speak, a woman, a gay woman, a man trapped in a woman's body, a man, or what.. but very soon thins started to fall into place..
Didn't take much time to hear him as a man, and see him as a man. Yes with my own very real ears and eyes this time. Still sometimes the mind gets confused for a few seconds, but happens less and less as time passes by.
I don't know if I am an open minded one, or a fool for love, or just someone who trusts her instincts, but I have accepted the packaging, I see it as manly, and the things on him that ok, they are no way manly, I just accept them as a human being accepts and loves another. Without discriminations. It's a good thing I am not the visual type, everything happens in my brain, so that has let him feel treated like a man, feel like a man, like himself as he says.
So this is me, and I am happy to be here, and wish you all the best in life
