So...introduction! I'm an MTF transexual from Adelaide, South Australia, and I started transition back in January of this year. I'm out to everyone I care if they know or not locally, with only a few straggler family members interstate being out of the loop.
I'm mid-30s and have been one of those hardcore trans denying types since I was 8-9 years old, not even capable of `faking it' through superficial romantic relationships because I couldn't handle how I would need to interact. But, transition is giving me something to look forward to - the hope that I'll actually be able to relate to guys as a woman some day.
I've really been going it alone so far, and yeah I need to reach out more - fighting the urge to hide away is fighting an old habit, and I've definitely been guilty of not being part of the community.. My cis friends have been really great, but there's so much that they just don't `get', both the things that suck, and the significance of some things that could seem really minor from the outside....so yeah, that needs to change, I think.
Anyway, thats a short version I guess. Thanks!
Amy