Hi Luna Nyan;
I thought I would give a brief update on my latest HRT results, especially since its been about 9 months since I last posted to this thread. I have now been back on HRT now for 2 years and 9 months.
My latest results on my Hormone Assays are:
T : elevated since last Blood Test (was just 2.5), but now 4.6
Oestradial: Has increased remarkably - now at 197
I am still not on an implant as I am struggling to find someone to do it in Melbourne. Obviously I cannot disclose dosages (except to say that I was still on just a low dose of Progynova only, but my Doctor wants me to double my intake (from once a day to twice a day) over the next 4 months, to try to bring my T down to under 2 (preferably 1.5), to really knock the T levels down.
The reason I slipped back was that (again I cannot discuss dosages) but I had found that I had lost something of my competitive edge (business related). Almost as though emotionally I wasn't focussed enough business wide - to interested in feminine things like fashion etc. The result is raised (slightly) levels of T.
Overall though I have been feeling quite good and over the last month have been on a Paleo Diet - Absolutely no carbs, no fruit juices, no sugar, no Coke etc. And writing everything down that I eat. Over 3.5 weeks I have lost 3Kg, but a long way to go. Also following someone else advice, I have started taking CoQ10 and is does boost Energy!
But I just myself a new pair of Black Skinny Women's jeans (I cannot wear Mens any longer as my buttocks are too big - I kept splitting my male trousers at the seams as the fabric stretched across my rounded buttocks!) and I tried on size 22 (normal size), but they were too loose, surprised I tried on size 20 and again to loose, Size 18 fitted perfectly. This is amazing as I haven't been in a Size 18 in years. Target though is size 14. I can only hope.
In terms of other things:-
Moods:
I have started to get out more and have joined a couple of Lesbian/Bi-Sexual groups and been to a number of Womens only functions. I now identify as a Lipstick Femme Lesbian. I definantly though feel very passive and I think the HRT has made more submissive. Also before I re-started HRT I was an out there guy (Not alpha but one of the party). These days I am happy to flirt, but want others to be in control, as I feel thats more natural for me.
Recently I have been having a few Hot Flashes . My Gp reckons that was because of the slightly increased amount of T, but feels that the next 4 months should quell that and hopes to have me on a steady 250 level of Oestradial the next time I am tested. Also Crying has become very easy for me
My crying bouts seem to happen much more often and I seem to burst into tears much more easily.
Body.
I have added about 3.5 inches to my bottom cheeks and male trousers don't fit anymore so I wear women's jeans, shorts and pants most of the time as they fit my bottom much better.
With a pretty hard exercise regime (Gym, Diet and Water aerobics) my waistline has dropped a little and I am finally just under 110Kg, but am much fitter that I used to be. But I am aiming for 85Kg
I am keeping up my deportment coach sessions and trying to do at least one hour practice each day in heels and I am becoming much more comfortable now wearing them. Also now its summer I can wear open toe stockings and pant hose and wearing my open toe shoes and keeping my toes nicely polished with my favourite OPI Colours. I have also just started vocal training, but am considering Vocal surgery in Lorea as I am so impressed by Jenny girls results
Libido is still down thanks goodness. If I do have a orgasm, it is definitely an all body affair and I cannot help it, but I get a bit vocal now and when it comes its seems to last for a long time.
Physical changes
Weight:As above I am finally under 110kg
Breasts: I am now a large B Cup, and these days wear a 44B or 42C bra. I especially have a lot of breast tissue at the sides, but my breasts are rather tubular (unless held up in a support bra. I like Marks and Spencer for pretty lace bras in these sizes. Nipples are extended all the time - so I cannot weary white T shirts without a bra as my Nipples are very in evidence. In fact I am close to Malfail just on my breasts alone.
I am these days wearing a bra all the time as I need to keep them from jiggling up and down with Shirts etc as they have become very obvious. . Also about 1 hour after I take my morning dose my nipples seem particularly sensitive. My breasts are also still growing, but they seem to have growth spurts (not at the same time).
My nipples are very female in shape and size and always extended. They are periodically incredibly sensitive , but a little Elocon ointment smeared over the nipple and around the Areolae at night can help if the pain and itching gets too much. For me this really helps tremendously and the pain subsides quite rapidly. My muscle mass has decreased a lot it has a more slender appearance now. and My arm strength has completely gone and I really struggle now to open tight bottles
I did consider BA Last year and went for a Consultation, but the surgeon advised (as did some other girlfriends) not to do it until I have had 4-5 years of solid growth as all the women in my family have been big breasted. My mother and grandmother were all DDD.
Body Hair: Hair has disappeared in my lower legs and is a very fine on my upper legs. Two years ago after waxing they would be back especially on the bikini line and upper thighs in 2 weeks. Now even after 12 weeks they are just very fair and thin. My back hair has almost gone and I no longer have any hair in the small of my back or on my buttocks.
In fact my buttocks with the increased shape are starting to look really nice, but having seen Jennygirls result from Dr Hughes Brazilian Butt lift I am really thinking about going to him a those curves are really something!.
Hair: No real change these. On my face all my black hairs are gone and I have only 1 Laser treatment this year. Now I am starting on Laser for my décolleté and underarms as I have a few hairs around my nipples and cleavage that must go
Skin: My skin is very very soft all over especially my face legs and inner thighs.I am also having a peeling facial once every two months.
Facial changes: A couple of people have embarked about my facial features have changed and they have noticed my facial "glow". I have also got a more rounded face. These days I keep my Eye lashes and eyebrows tinted and well shaped
Overall I think the biggest changes though for me is the emotional and mental changes in that I really think and feel different now and I am noticing men much more that I though I would, but I remain interested only in Women
