Well, here I am with my sweetie, for the weekend at (for our first time ever) a Nudist Resort (!!!!) brought in by our very good friend. All I can say is Holy f**king S**t! %$#*():$#@@! !!!!
You know having Gender Identity issues is pretty hard as we all know. But being in a community where there is a utter lack of body image disparity to the total extreme is, well, frankly bizarre. I really cannot say how I feel right now-- But at least its not as horribly fractured as I imagined; I am Pre-Op you know !! My sweetie and I are also the youngest, fittest here I should add--
Also NOBODY gives a flying F---- And the sun, well, feels kinda good, I am in a very mixed state of emotions. Happliy my sweetie is holding me close and being very loving. I was alone for years when beginning, and am incredibly blessed with lots of love. A good thing too, as I am sure I could not begin to handle this. Is this what a Diabetic feels going into a candy shop? I do feel instinctively incredible alone, but love is helping...
Talk about walking the tighhtrope without a net !!!!
Yikes!!!
Lexi -
In Sunny (and I do mean Sunny) Florida
