You want to know what happens to women who try to fix every little thing they think is wrong?
we are all our own worst critic... I do it all the time.
How about this, would you rather be completely manly from head to toe, removing all doubt? or would you rather have 1 trait that is easily disguisable?
Ask any women what their least favorite thing about their body is, and they will pile on thing after thing, compiling a huge list of things they perceive as wrong, out of proportion, imbalanced, lumpy, too big, too small, crows feet, dimples, deep voice, squeeky voice, eye color, eye shape, hands, ankles (or lack thereof), hair is unmanageable, loss of hair, imperfect skin, size of feet, visible clavicle..
lets not even START with breast shape, nipple color, etc. the things we look at and try to correct in our minds is usually a figment of our imagination, and minor and hardly noticeable to most human beings. Nobody walks around and stops and stares at someone, scanning head to toe looking for imperfections..
It is like buying a used car. You love this car.. it is beaaauuutiful. The paint is nice and shiny, the interior clean and smells good, the engine sounds great and it has 2.... 2 cup holders. Perfect in every way! then you sign the paperwork, get your new baby home, and notice the door ding on the passenger side, the scuffs next to the key holes, the chipped windshield, and the oil leak that was well hidden. You see them now because you stopped and inspected VERY VERY closely. Nobody else sees that stuff when you drive by. People do nothing but give you compliments on that brand new beauty of a car, but you just sit there and fume at how it looks like a big rolling pile of poo.
Nobody notices the little things like you do, and that is a life lesson I, as well as many here have learned. I hope you don't give up. I hope you turn out great and end up loving life. It's the whole point right?
