So this is Christmas
And what have you done?
Another year over
And a new one just begun
It's almost 2013, with surgery less than 60 days away, I'm happy to be so near to the date. That's the bright side of things. I took a very big risk this year in going back to college, I was proud of myself for finally doing so, unfortunately it was a big mistake. I tried my best but it wasn't good enough and in the end I've made it to academic dismissal. Part of me feels like just giving up, yet that part of me is the part
that seems to refuse to die. The other part of me feels I just need to keep studying and try again down the road...despite the belated Christmas gift of surgery from the Ontario government, it really doesn't feel like Christmas right now.
And so this is Christmas
For weak and for strong
For rich and the poor ones
The world is so wrong
A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear
