We were talking about it tonight and she said that she's not just going to ignore it everyone else has to me. I think she's really trying, and she says that she's going to stick around and wants to know all the things that bother me so she can avoid them so it seems to be okay, I'm just worried because I won't have the chance to see her for maybe a week and texts are hard to read emotions from. but we've been joking about as usual so I think it's okay. Unfortunately the only experience iI think she has of trans people is max off the lL word, who isn't the best example, but she seems willing to listen and says I'm not crazy, just some people want money and cars, whereas I just want to be who I feel I am, and there's nothing wrong with that. understandably she's hurt that iI hid this from her, but she understands how hard it would be to come out with something like this, and I'm more worried that she's beating herself up incase she's bothered me in the past.
and thank you everyone else, andshe really is something special and I'm so she hasn't just walked away. I would run a million miles from me if iI was her, but hey, I'm not complaining!,
