I went to the therapist today we discussed:
I went over voice; I think the issue is that I try to go low (170 to 190) as the natural frequency. The timbre (overtones) at that pitch is full and to me sounds tinny and raspy. Others say it sounds lighter and has less timbre than before.
I am up against the vocal rest and articulation is difficult. I never had an issue going through my vocal rest before but now I can not glide through it. I tried to talk just on the other side of the vocal rest and my pitch goes from 170- 190 to 230- 250. I can articulate just above the vocal rest and it is just below falsetto. I think it sounds ok. I made an appointment to work on my voice with my speech pathologist Wednesday. I think I have processed the change in my voice. I like the internal sound and crispness of my voice just above the vocal rest. I think I can make this work
I think I like the internal sound of my voice at the higher pitch. I am soft spoken and never spoke loud. I need to ty to project a bit more. I am getting use to my new voice and the higher pitch. I think I like it, time will tell.
We discussed my ex making settlement and moving Saturday. My ex said she will do a slow move out over a month or so. Then she wants to keep some stuff here, what?
My daughter claimed my ex's bedroom. So much for that bed. I was going to move into there for a time. I wanted to take my bedroom apart. Paint and move everything out and put back just as I wanted. I also entertained asking a friend if she wanted to move is as a room mate. Oh well, we will see.
I went over my meeting questions on Monday with Dr. McGinn. I am having her review my brows for possible lift. I think it would open up my eyes and let more light in. Dr. McGinn will not do it if she does not think it will help. I went over two questions. One) how long will I be out of work for the 4/4/18 operation? Two) if she removes scar tissue will that reduce my vaginal canal diameter? When I dilate and increase the diameter will I split (happened before) and will I reform the scar tissue? Would a new graft be needed? Would she entertain peritoneal as a graph?
I have been doing better overall with accepting my ex moving out. The movers are here Saturday and I will be at work, no park
Tuesday I took her new TV and sound bar and new lock and took it to her condo. I change the lock. On the way home I felt very sick. I am glad she was driving.
I reduced my restricted feeding schedule to 6 hours a day from 8 to 10 hours a day. I need to lose 30 pounds.