What are you thinking right now? 3.0

[Keaira]

I had an issue with my shot last week and lost over half the oil from the injection site...so my T is probably really low (getting period like cramps too, ugh). Tried to do a half dose tonight to tide me over til next time and lo and behold, I hit a vein. That did it for me, since I had family issues today and was misgendered. Broke down and stuff.

Fortunately Keairaface was there and she basically had to tell me I turn into a wreck every time my T is too low and that it needs to stop, lmao. Somehow that put it into perspective for me...I guess knowing that having low T makes dysphoria and things go sky high, reassures me that it will end when I get the hormones sorted out.

I'm lucky to have her around. She understands that it hurts but she also knows sometimes I need to be brought back down to earth to be OK.

Just some tough love dear. TBH, I've not been taking my full daily dosage of Estrogen and spiro lately. My schedule is so messed up since I don't have a job to be at every day. But anyway, I'll always be here to pick you up and get you going again.

[Nero]

I had an issue with my shot last week and lost over half the oil from the injection site...so my T is probably really low (getting period like cramps too, ugh). Tried to do a half dose tonight to tide me over til next time and lo and behold, I hit a vein. That did it for me, since I had family issues today and was misgendered. Broke down and stuff.

Fortunately Keairaface was there and she basically had to tell me I turn into a wreck every time my T is too low and that it needs to stop, lmao. Somehow that put it into perspective for me...I guess knowing that having low T makes dysphoria and things go sky high, reassures me that it will end when I get the hormones sorted out.

I'm lucky to have her around. She understands that it hurts but she also knows sometimes I need to be brought back down to earth to be OK.

Just some tough love dear. TBH, I've not been taking my full daily dosage of Estrogen and spiro lately. My schedule is so messed up since I don't have a job to be at every day. But anyway, I'll always be here to pick you up and get you going again.

I'm guilty of the same. I just held off taking my T shot for weeks. Too lazy really. I got out of the habit during my dope relapse. Oddly, it seems to have no effect on me. I can only tell it's probably low if I'm suddenly able to cry. Then, I'm like 'oh when was the last time I had my shot? A few weeks ago? A month ago?' 

[Heather]

It's amazing how fast pectoral muscles can disappear. When you stop doing upper body workouts. And start taking estrogen.

[Bexi]

Bought a sparkly new LBD and trying to decide where I can wear it to first! 

x

[Shang]

I need a more androgynous haircut. >.>

And...my dragon trees have sprouted!   I've got two tiny saplings!  They're maybe an inch high right now, but the trees can grow upwards of 12 feet a year if I'm lucky!

[King Malachite]

So much schoolwork to do. >.>

[Nero]

So much schoolwork to do. >.>

I feel ya brother. I've been procrastinating listening to Eazy E. 

[Adam (birkin)]

Aaaand my dog just puked all over my bedroom carpet.

Time for herbal tea and a walk by the river with a friend.

[Kevin Peña]

I may have accidentally outed myself today. We were playing European handball, and each class split into 3 different teams: girls, boys, and "aggressive," a co-ed team made of the most aggressive players.

Well, I was watching the girls play, and they were WALKING and couldn't even score a goal because they threw so dang softly. I yelled, "C'mon, ladies, you're giving us a bad name!"

Anywho, everyone laughed, so I'm sure they didn't take it seriously. I maintain cover pretty well. I'd say that trans people could make the best actors... or spies. 

[Anna++]

I may have accidentally outed myself today.

You seem to do that a lot

[natastic]

It's been over a day since I've put nicotine in me and I'm feeling pretty bat->-bleeped-<- insane.

What's so bad about DVTs and pulmonary embolisms again?

HRT is way cooler than smoking. But quitting smoking is brutal.

[Kevin Peña]

You seem to do that a lot

No, I actually only did it once. No one took my statement seriously. That sentence is what people in the literature world would call a clincher sentence. Got your attention, didn't I? 

HRT is way cooler than smoking. But quitting smoking is brutal.

Um...


Feel better about your decision? 

[Shang]

It's been over a day since I've put nicotine in me and I'm feeling pretty bat->-bleeped-<- insane.

What's so bad about DVTs and pulmonary embolisms again?

HRT is way cooler than smoking. But quitting smoking is brutal.

Good luck!  Smoking can be hell to quit. 

I'm currently on my second day of no caffeine.  I've gone from 4 or 5 cokes a day to none. >.>; I'm going nuts.

[Anna++]

No, I actually only did it once. No one took my statement seriously. That sentence is what people in the literature world would call a clincher sentence. Got your attention, didn't I? 

Yes, it definitely worked.  But between this, your post about tutoring girls looking at pretty dresses, and your youtube...incident you do seem to be coming close to outing yourself fairly often.

[Kevin Peña]

Yes, it definitely worked.  But between this, your post about tutoring girls looking at pretty dresses, and your youtube...incident you do seem to be coming close to outing yourself fairly often.

I guess I exaggerate the severity of the situation often. The youtube incident was the only time I ever came close to actually having everyone know. I denied being trans, and everyone believed me. The other two incidents ended with everyone, myself included, laughing. Thus, I'm pretty sure they assumed I was joking. Or was I? Spy! 

[Liminal Stranger]

Hmm...sometimes it does seem like we're a bunch of gender ninjas.

[King Malachite]

I feel ya brother. I've been procrastinating listening to Eazy E. 

No kidding man.  It was my intention to start my schoolwork around 9 am and it's 6:3 pm now.  I haven't done anything productive in that area.

[Anna++]

I guess I exaggerate the severity of the situation often. The youtube incident was the only time I ever came close to actually having everyone know. I denied being trans, and everyone believed me. The other two incidents ended with everyone, myself included, laughing. Thus, I'm pretty sure they assumed I was joking. Or was I? Spy! 

Well, keep spying on the cis-girls.  I expect a report on my desk at the end of the week!

[Kevin Peña]

Well, keep spying on the cis-girls.  I expect a report on my desk at the end of the week!

No problem, Mac! I'll bake those biscuits of them ankle-biters before you can say Daddy-O.

Well, I have the 1950s slang down, so all I need is a trench coat and a top hat... 

[Shang]

No kidding man.  It was my intention to start my schoolwork around 9 am and it's 6:3 pm now.  I haven't done anything productive in that area.

I always did the same thing.   School work's just so easy to procrastinate on. xD