I just did not give a crap today.
I don't usually dress up super fancy since I'm self-conscious, but I wear something decent...today though, I just threw on a binder, big black hoodie, and jeans, shoved a bunch of crap in my backpack hoping to God I had everything and headed out. I also had the mindset that I wasn't out to impress anyone. Oddly enough I felt a lot better for it. I've had a lot of anxiety lately, for reasons I can't entirely explain, but it felt like I just sort of threw away that entire mindset for once.
I also forgot quizzes at home, so when the class ended, I BOLTED before students could approach me. Lol. Saw my friend afterwards and she said "you really are a guy. You are so full of s*. And somehow you manage to get away with it too."
When I think about it, basically my entire life I have gotten away with things that girls can't but guys can. Even when I was trying to be the perfect little girl, there were a lot of days I just threw on something random and baggy, no makeup, no hair done, pretty much a hot mess and never got a hassle for it. It was only when people thought I was a lesbian that it came back to haunt me. And I do get away with a lot of BS...again, something all the guys around me do a lot but the girls don't because they would get hassled.
Not that you have to be a guy to do any of the things I just described. I just noticed that considering how much crap I do I got away relatively unscathed.