When I first started trying to figure out why I'm a girl in my head, I expected that simply answering the question would help to put my mind at ease. And for a while, I guess it did... but I eventually wanted more. I've absorbed a lot of information over the last year or two about being transgender and everything involved with transitioning. And the more I learn, the more I want.
It's actually the exact same feeling I get when I stand in line for a roller coaster. I know that I'm eventually going to get to the front of the line and get to ride, but the waiting has caused me to build up a lot of nervous and excited energy. I'm restless. I woke up way before my alarm this morning and I couldn't lie still long enough to fall back asleep. At least with a roller coaster you get through the line in a couple of hours, but over the last week or two I've been extra aware of how much this is building in me.
Does anybody have any advice for a new outlet so that I can at least have better luck concentrating while I'm trying to work?
