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Started by Lesley_Roberta, March 02, 2013, 07:24:37 PM

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Lesley_Roberta

Not sure this is a new line of thinking here, but here I sit watching anime, and it is clear, aside from a few icons in science, the only thing that inspires me, is anime.

Well in the realm of my situation relevant to Susan's place at least.

I love watching Sailor Moon, but, I am sooo much more than just that one show.

I love watching ANY anime that is ostensibly what I call 'girl friendly' anime. For those that are not familiar with the anime market and the anime industry in general (and this likely includes manga, as the two are hard to separate), anime comes in a variety of forms and genres and styles and tends to be focused on one or more demographics. Contrary to a big misconception (likely deserved in some cases), anime is NOT just girls flashing panties and silly over emphasized boobs. Nor is it meant to entertain just horny male teenagers (but sadly there is plenty of shows that sure seem like that is the case).

There are lots of anime shows out there, that a male would find as hard to watch as any movie normally referred to as a 'chic flick'.
Not that all males dislike them.

I like anime (the anime I am mentioning that is), because it is so 'girls being girls' in the shows that are girl friendly.
I watch it, and it is like hanging out with the girls in a way.
I can almost lose myself in the shows. It's almost better than walking out the door enfemme.

I wish I could look like them, and I wish I could just enjoy doing what they do.
I admire the hair styles. And to be honest, if I ever do get a wig, chances are I plan to emulate a hair style in an anime series (but probably not the colour :)).
I have been studying the clothing, and to be honest, if I get the ability to wear a skirt, chances are high I will have made it not bought it and it will look like something I saw on an anime series too. I like simple clothing, no nonsense designs, and that is one thing you often get with anime, as the designs are drawn that way usually. Plus they tend to be very feminine it seems.

I am a great big fan of Hatsune Miku, who admittedly is cgi and not anime, but she's Japanese, and pretty much looks the same.
I like her because, well to be honest, the girl is lucky to have an A cup size :) I could probably wear most of her designs if I can master the fact she is not over weight either. I'd consider it a dream come true to dress up as her and go to Anime North. I'd be her the whole damned weekend too. My suitcase would not have any male clothes packed.

I realize my 'inspirations' are all from a fictional world that is drawn. But when you consider I am wearing a male form, there is no point in pretending any of my life is going to be simple, easy or overly realistic in many ways. I can ponder many articles of clothing, but some, well some will always be a bridge too far eh. Well unless at some magical point in time I manage to do some serious renovations. And I am not expecting that to happen.

But there ARE plenty of outfits I have seen, that I could manage if my waist line wasn't out of control.
It's not like every visual is impossible.
But I can likely forget a lot of the beach episodes I watch hehe :)
Well being TG is no treat, but becoming separated has sure caused me more trouble that being TG ever will be. So if I post, consider it me trying to distract myself from being lonely, not my needing to discuss being TG. I don't want to be separated a lot more than not wanting to be male looking.
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peky

Who inspires me ?  G-d above all is my inspiration...

What inspires me ? The desire to keep my Nation one step ahead of the Enemy
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DriftingCrow

Hmm.... good question Lesley. I've never thought too much about this, but I think I get inspired by really athletic men. I want to be big and strong like them, so I enjoy exercising and making a sad attempt at keeping up with the men in the back of the videos. I'll catch up to them one day!  :P

I am also inspired by a lot of art, I love watching the male dancer in Kate Bush's "Running Up That Hill" music video. I am just amazed by his strength and fluidity of movement.

I am also just in general inspired by the sheer beauty of nature and life (even man-made stuff) that just reminds me of the power and beauty of Waheguru.
ਮਨਿ ਜੀਤੈ ਜਗੁ ਜੀਤੁ
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Lesley_Roberta

Quote from: peky on March 02, 2013, 07:32:03 PM
Who inspires me ?  G-d above all is my inspiration...

What inspires me ? The desire to keep my Nation one step ahead of the Enemy

Well it is not right of me to scoff at the who inspiration response, it would be a personal foul that I would be called on if I did (I hope).

But I must confess, the what response took me by surprise :) Sounds a bit paranoid.
Well being TG is no treat, but becoming separated has sure caused me more trouble that being TG ever will be. So if I post, consider it me trying to distract myself from being lonely, not my needing to discuss being TG. I don't want to be separated a lot more than not wanting to be male looking.
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Kevin Peña

Batman. He watches his parents get killed and instead of moping, he goes around the world learning all sorts of sciences, languages, martial arts, history, and technologies so that he can return to his crime-ridden home city and kick butt, all without resorting to the same level of the criminal that took him parents away from him. He genuinely cares about his fellow man and always manages to maintain his faith in people and has saved the planet when no one else could several times, despite not having any superpower other than his superhuman wit and will.



Here, Batman stays with a psychic child until she dies, consoling her, instead of using a weapon to kill her before she causes permanent damage. He manages to convince her to undo what she did and was the only person who she could call a friend throughout her entire life: the only person who did not fear or use her.
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Lesley_Roberta

When I watch anime, one of the hassles is the problem of how society sees me as male (understandable considering the form I am stuck in).

I have been called the P word more than a few times. And I don't mind saying, I would do a person serious injury if said to my face. I usually only get it online. Well used to. I turfed the wargaming world online over this matter. It just fueled my inherent dislike of men thanks to the efforts of a good sized bunch of miserable old buggers.

That and the usual 'isn't that for kids?' line of thinking mainly as North American culture has it firmly in it's head that cartoons are for kids even after a decade of several cartoons clearly not for kids. Which conflicts with how anime is so completely not age range limited.

That, and I personally would rather act like a 19 year old given a choice. I'd rather be called immature over it if they must. I don't mind being told I am not acting mature. Mature to me = all that is wrong with the world in most cases. When was the last time you were given lousy treatment by a 5 year old, or a 10 year old eh?

So much of my anime focuses on the lives of persons in what would be school for persons ages 14 through 17. The high school years.
I can't really say why there is no real volume of anime past the high school years. I think people in their 20s can be lots of laughs too.

But anyway, I watch anime, and it is usually something that makes me potentially look 'creepy' on first glance. Which sucks in general.
Because if I was wearing a female form, well no one would care. I know this from having discussed so much with females that also like anime.

But I get to be all girlie when I watch the shows. It's about as close to therapy as I can get if you ask me.
I get to laugh at what they are laughing at, and feel sadness over things that make them sad. I get to join in with all the relationships.
But unlike soap operas, anime seems to often be a lot more 'fun' and a lot less of the daily crud that weighs down life (like I see in the soaps when I end up seeing any of it).
Well being TG is no treat, but becoming separated has sure caused me more trouble that being TG ever will be. So if I post, consider it me trying to distract myself from being lonely, not my needing to discuss being TG. I don't want to be separated a lot more than not wanting to be male looking.
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Lesley_Roberta

Nice call on mentioning Batman DianaP.

Of all the classic comic characters, I usually do find him more interesting for the same reasons more or less.
Well being TG is no treat, but becoming separated has sure caused me more trouble that being TG ever will be. So if I post, consider it me trying to distract myself from being lonely, not my needing to discuss being TG. I don't want to be separated a lot more than not wanting to be male looking.
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JulieC.

One person that inspires me is Nelson Mandela.  I've read his auto biography and just recently finished a book about him called playing the enemy.  He spent 27 years in South African prisons.  He didn't come out of the experience fill with hate but became a better person.  He became president of South Africa and did what no one thought could be done...brought his country together peacefully.

I don't know "what" inspires me. 



"Happiness is not something ready made.  It comes from your own actions" - Dalai Lama
"It always seem impossible until it's done." - Nelson Mandela
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Lesley_Roberta

I'm sorry if I am beating on this, but, it helps to talk about it :)

Another aspect of anime that helps me, is the messages are often very profound.

Sailor Moon is what is called a 'magical girl' show in that it features girls that transform into something they never knew they could be previously. It is generally about girls transcending their own personal limits and defeating forces of hate.

Not easy to avoid finding the positive in that eh.

I have also watched shows where a person has been stuck being the other gender for either limited spans of time, or in some cases there is no going back.

Ranma 1/2 is about a boy who ends up cursed to change into a girl when splashed with cold water. Warm water restores him. The thing is, you can't really go to the beach and expect warm water :) And it tends to rain cold water. Cold water happens at the funniest times. This show focuses on the humour of what do you do when you have this happening to you at random.

I have also watched a great show, called Kashi Mashi Girl Meets Girl. Boy is accidentally changed into a girl right down to the last molecule, when an alien ship crashes on him, and the aliens re assemble him by mistake as the wrong gender.
It follows all the odd things you never think of normally.
If tomorrow I woke and I was actually female in a genuine female body that was properly functioning. Well I am plenty darned sure I'd be horribly unprepared for so much. Just as the person in the show was.

One show was called I My Me Strawberry Eggs (don't try to understand the name :)). This guy wants to teach, and the problem is the school is run by an entirely man hating woman. But it turns out the guy is boarding at the home of an old woman that dislikes the school principal, and the woman is a master of disguise. He converts the guy into his female self, equips him with the right clothing, proper training to act like a woman and gives him a voice altering device. Presto the guy is now a female phys ed teacher.
But he's really a guy under the clothing. And of course there are a lot of things a guy will have troubles with.

Anime generally doesn't have problems with gender based issues. Everything is just an opportunity for content.
There is no shortage of homosexuals in anime. And there is no shortage of confused persons in challenging situations.

But, mostly for me, it is just girls being girls.
Well being TG is no treat, but becoming separated has sure caused me more trouble that being TG ever will be. So if I post, consider it me trying to distract myself from being lonely, not my needing to discuss being TG. I don't want to be separated a lot more than not wanting to be male looking.
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bethany

Two of my friends are my biggest inspiration.

J has been battling crohns disease for years and has not had an easy time with it yet she battles on.
K Has CP and diabetes. Both woman try to better themselves every day. J works for a large national company. And K is going to school for law. I love them both equally. They both encouraged me to be true to myself.

The third person who inspires me is Laura Jane Grace, She fronts the band Against Me!. The courage she has shown by coming out in such a public way is amazing. I would love a chance to sit down and have a conversation with her.
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suzifrommd

I'm inspired by any woman who had the courage to have SRS.
Have you read my short story The Eve of Triumph?
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Aleah

Rachel Corrie has always inspired me, I wish I can have a fraction as much strength and courage she has.
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Jenna Stannis

There are so many I can't remember them off the top of my head, but here a some of them (in no particular order):

Linguist, philosopher, political critic (etc.) Noam Chomsky
Primatologist Jane Goodall
Christopher Hitchens (aside from his Iraq rants)
Academic Judith Butler
Richard Dawkins
Choreographer Pina Bausch
Filmmaker Pedro Almodovar
Philosopher Daniel C. Dennett
Rock goddess Suzie Quatro
Amazing singer-songwriter Patti Smith
Photographer Cindy Sherman

And a number of close, personal friends of mine.
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tomthom

Astronomers.

George Carlin.

Cheerful misanthropes.

als La Roux, mainly for this quote. "I don't have a sexuality. I don't feel like I'm female or male. I don't belong to the gay or straight society, if there is such a thing. I feel like I'm capable of falling in love with other people. I'm not saying I'm bisexual, I'm just sexual!"
"You must see with eyes unclouded by hate. See the good in that which is evil, and the evil in that which is good. Pledge yourself to neither side, but vow instead to preserve the balance that exists between the two."
― Hayao Miyazaki
Practicality dominates me. I can be a bit harsh, but I mean well.
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Carrie Liz

Quote from: Lesley_Roberta on March 03, 2013, 12:24:30 PM
I have also watched a great show, called Kashi Mashi Girl Meets Girl. Boy is accidentally changed into a girl right down to the last molecule, when an alien ship crashes on him, and the aliens re assemble him by mistake as the wrong gender.
It follows all the odd things you never think of normally.
If tomorrow I woke and I was actually female in a genuine female body that was properly functioning. Well I am plenty darned sure I'd be horribly unprepared for so much. Just as the person in the show was.

LOVE that show. Just wanted to say that. The scenes where Tomari is trying to teach Hazumu how to be a girl in the second episode are absolutely priceless.

And I also get a lot of inspiration from anime series. Although, I suppose my main animated influences are from the films of Hayao Miyazaki. Nausicaa is seriously my idol. She is exactly the kind of person who I would ideally want to be in real life... the kind who sees the good in everything, loves nature and all of the little beautiful things in life, always keeps a calm head, and yet is strong enough to stand up for what she believes in even in the direst of odds. I just love her, and see her as a huge inspiration.
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Jayne

Babylon 5 inspires me,
When one character had a drug addiction I was a mess on amphetamines, he gave up the drugs & so did I
Delenn inspires me when she goes into a cocoon looking bland & comes out as a beautiful woman, how can any trans person not be touched by her transition, especially when she says to complains about her new grown hair not doing what she wants (I know that feeling)
G'kar starts out full of hate, anger & a thirst for revenge & becomes a very spiritual person, i've been a very angry person throughout my life, i've hated the male world because how dare they be comfortable being male, I hated the female world because how dare they be born into the right body, I am now becoming more concerned with the damage this anger is doing to my soul & i'm seeking peace.
The Minbari believe that if you do the right thing for the wrong reasons then the outcome will be tainted, i've done what I believed was right but now I question my motives, were my reasons right?

The list could go on & on
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Lesley_Roberta

Inspiration is a tricky thing, it can be so meaningful to some, and flat out nothing to another.

The Bible for instance. I couldn't care less. Just a lot of biased writings mainly from men in a male dominated world in a time when knowledge of the real world was dreadfully lacking. Full of massive holes and greatly lacking in consistency. No it does not inspire me at all.

But it inspires some all the same. Just can't figure out the why that it does.

But I am ok that plenty will not fully realize why watching the film Stargaze the Universe as seen by the Hubble Telescope bring me such incredible peace and calm. To be able to see the incredible wonder, and stunning magnitude of all that CAN be seen in the cosmos. To wrap my head around how there is sooooo much out there too, and so much of what I am seeing, actually happened BILLIONS of years in the past. Watching that film makes me ok being just a bland ordinary mortal creature. Because I am still a part of all that magnificence.

I have read many things, that have had a profound effect on me. I know that the author Terry Goodkind is often scoffed at simply because of his beliefs. I am not no expert in the area of objectivism (I think that is it), but, I know his series of books The Sword of Truth and the 9 novels that comprise it, were incredible insights into the follies we humans often get into. And the last book of the series, well, it has effected ME I suppose on par with how the Bible affects so many Christians. But I am not here telling anyone they will be lacking for not reading it. His first book Wizard's First Rule, was stupendous for it's clarity. Wizard's First Rule, people are stupid. It's true, not one of us are safe from that statement's truth either. So often we do the completely stupid, and for reasons none of us can intelligently defend. Wizard's Second Rule is also something to take to heart. Because it's also so true. Wizard's Second Rule, even a good deed can do harm. Something to think about eh. Just because you and a great many claim the action was a good deed, does not mean it can't hurt someone. And that sure has a lot of relevance in our specific area of interest. Be careful what you do, because it might seem like a good thing, and not really be harmless.

I have seen the video portion of Cosmos, titled The Backbone of Night. It comes across better than the print version. In my view, almost no one can watch that with an open mind, and not come out changed and able to accept the whimsical and unproven nonsense of our world's religions. That and Carl's book The Demon Haunted World does so much to strengthen my resolve to not accept anything, that is not capable of being given even the slightest bit of real proof.

I am a big fan of Doctor David Suzuki, a man of great vision. And a man unwilling to be anyone's bought mouth piece.

I love Rick Mercer, a man who can shove a nasty fact right in your face, and make you laugh with him.
I love a lot of comedians actually. I believe that Robin Williams is one of the greatest actors I have ever had the pleasure to watch. He can play roles that make you laugh and he can reduce you to tears with moving scenes of great sadness.
Steve Martin and Bill Cosby have added so much to my life.

My friend Paul, you won't know him, but he is my idea of what Jesus would like in a Christian.
Paul never makes you feel like you are with a Christian. You can tell he's a Christian, but he doesn't bug you with it.
He's also an incredible person. He has education on paper that is no better than mine (I don't think he has his HS diploma either).
And yet Paul can walk into any museum on the planet and correct the curator on an exhibit (music), and you can take it for granted he will be correct, and he has experts with long lists of credentials that will back up Paul.
It's easy to see why when you look at what Paul has made. Google the Gentile Collection when you get time. If you are looking at recreations of miniature musical instruments that are impossibly small, you are in the right place. And they all play.
I have seen him paint to a level that makes him the equal of Michael d'Angelo. I have seen him create things that make him the equal of Leonardo daVinci. It's amusing that Paul is also of Italian decent (his dad was born in Italy) :)
None of Paul's abilities were taught, he was born this way.
I have seen the machine tools he has made, simply because he needed them, and couldn't afford to buy them. A 50 thousand dollar thickness planner that he made on his own. It can slice off cuts to the 1/1000 th of an inch.
Some day soon, you might hear of his piano he's been working on. I have seen it in person, and even looking right at it, it's almost impossible to believe.
Paul's resume, well I suspect most people would find it impossible to accept considering he has no formal education. But in a room of 1 MILLION people, none of them will be the equal of Paul.
He's my yard stick by which I define achieving the unachievable.
When we were still teens I once told him, Paul, ya know, if you applied yourself, you sure could go far. I never saw it coming though :)
Well being TG is no treat, but becoming separated has sure caused me more trouble that being TG ever will be. So if I post, consider it me trying to distract myself from being lonely, not my needing to discuss being TG. I don't want to be separated a lot more than not wanting to be male looking.
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peky

Quote from: Lesley_Roberta on March 04, 2013, 05:35:30 AM
Inspiration is a tricky thing, it can be so meaningful to some, and flat out nothing to another.

The Bible for instance. I couldn't care less. Just a lot of biased writings mainly from men in a male dominated world in a time when knowledge of the real world was dreadfully lacking. Full of massive holes and greatly lacking in consistency. No it does not inspire me at all.

But it inspires some all the same. Just can't figure out the why that it does.


Psalm 23:5-6  You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; you anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the LORD forever.
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peky

Quote from: Lesley_Roberta on March 04, 2013, 05:35:30 AM
Inspiration is a tricky thing, it can be so meaningful to some, and flat out nothing to another.

The Bible for instance. I couldn't care less. Just a lot of biased writings mainly from men in a male dominated world in a time when knowledge of the real world was dreadfully lacking. Full of massive holes and greatly lacking in consistency. No it does not inspire me at all.

But it inspires some all the same. Just can't figure out the why that it does.

But I am ok that plenty will not fully realize why watching the film Stargaze the Universe as seen by the Hubble Telescope bring me such incredible peace and calm. To be able to see the incredible wonder, and stunning magnitude of all that CAN be seen in the cosmos. To wrap my head around how there is sooooo much out there too, and so much of what I am seeing, actually happened BILLIONS of years in the past. Watching that film makes me ok being just a bland ordinary mortal creature. Because I am still a part of all that magnificence.


Was the physical universe created in the realm of eternity?

This vision shown to Moses was not the actual creation, but a rerun of it. There was no man present in eternity when Elohim brought in the actual creation. It took place in eternity before time, space, energy, and matter were formed.

Moses pointed this out in the second chapter of Genesis where he stated the actual creation took place in the DAY singular, not DAYS plural. "These are the generations of the heavens and of the earth when they were created, in the day that the Yahweh Elohim (LORD God) made the earth and the heavens (Gn. 2:4)."

The "day" referred to in this verse symbolizes eternity in which Elohim created heaven and earth. Now Isaiah wrote: "For thus saith the high and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity, whose name is Holy; I dwell in the high and holy place, ... (Isa. 57:15)."

Dr. Kinley wrote in his book: "Yahweh inhabits ETERNITY (Isa. 57:15), as indicated by His Super Incorporeal Form, WITHIN THE CLOUD, that covered Mount Sinai. Hence, the actual CREATION OF HEAVEN AND EARTH must emanate from Yahweh and TAKE PLACE IN THE REALM OF ETERNITY. Therefore, these created physical objects such as the Sun, Moon, Stars and other Planets function within the REALM OF ETERNITY and cause the REALM OF TIME TO EXIST (Elohim, the Archetypal (Original) Pattern of the Universe, Vol. 1, p. 38)."



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FTMDiaries

Quote from: JulieC. on March 03, 2013, 11:07:19 AM
One person that inspires me is Nelson Mandela.  I've read his auto biography and just recently finished a book about him called playing the enemy.  He spent 27 years in South African prisons.  He didn't come out of the experience fill with hate but became a better person.  He became president of South Africa and did what no one thought could be done...brought his country together peacefully.

I'm glad he became a better person but - with respect - the man was no saint. He and his organisation sanctioned some pretty evil things that hurt a lot of innocent people, including a former boyfriend of mine who lost his both his hearing and his mother as a result of an ANC terrorist bombing in a family restaurant. So I have mixed feelings about Madiba.

Life in South Africa is more difficult and more violent now than it was when I voted for equal rights for black citizens back in 1994. Those were exciting, optimistic days where we were looking forward to our new rainbow nation. But the reality hasn't lived up to the hype.

That having been said, I've visited Robben Island and I saw Mandela's prison cell. His cell was tiny, with nothing but somewhere to sleep and a bucket to do his business in. It had a window, but it was very high up on the wall and faced the inner courtyard so the prisoners couldn't see Cape Town. Also, the prison guards used to take the prisoners to work in the quarry via a route that had no views of the mainland, just to help dehumanise the prisoners. The fact that he came out of that experience a more peaceful man speaks volumes for him.





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