What type of pain did you feel for the vaginoplasty? You know how there is different types of pain: blunt, burning, stabbing, throbbing, etc. What type of pain is it?
What's the intensity, the 1-10 scale. 1 is bearable, 10 is I'm so happy, but God kill me this pain hurts!
How long does it last?
Anyone try to survive it without pain meds? Is it possible?
For me, I'm not worried about the pain, I'm worried about the anesthesia:
1. What if I don't wake up?
2. What if they botch the anesthesia and I'm awake for the whole procedure?
3. And my biggest concern...I wake up but forever doubt reality. Like I don't believe I actually woke up. Its hard to explain. If you've ever had a bad acid trip, then that is what I would maybe call the closest to what I'm trying to describe. I have a really hard time with reality. I can't even drink because I lose touch with reality if I drank too much. I'll start doubting if things are real or not.