Well, where to start. Probably the most depressing intro you'll ever read! I suppose you could call this a cry for help. I'm a 32 year old man with a secret thats been eating away at me for as long as I can remember. I've always known I was born in the wrong body, right from playing with dolls when i was younger, playing dress up with my sister, only i'd have a dress on instead of a spiderman costume, to waking up every morning wishing i'd wake up as a female. Without sounding big headed i've always been a confident 'bloke', always up for a night out with the lads, pulling some beautiful women along the way. But recently thats all changed. I've tried to supress my inner feelings that long i almost feel, dare i say it, suicidal. I'm so depressed i've alienated myself from my friends and family. I know theres no way i can come out to them as i live in a small comunity, all of which are very narrowminded and old fasioned in their ways. But if i dont come out i'm frightend i might do something stupid. I would love to talk to anyone with some advise, i live in the Hull area UK. Thanks. x
