Hi there,
I have no real idea why I decided to write or be on this forum, but I have no one to really talk to about being transgendered beside my therapist. He is helpful and understanding in his own way, but he has to extrapolate what it feels like for me and he doesn't quite fully get it. He actually probably understands more than most people truth be told, but I only see him once or twice a month; that means there's nobody to really talk to in the interim. Sometimes I just want to talk to somebody who will just listen and really, fully understand what it's like, but there really is no one that I know of to do that with.
So I'm FTM and most days I don't mind because it is just who I am and it's who I've always been since I was little and I wouldn't know any other way to be. But some days are harder than others and on those days I wish I had someone I could talk to or just express myself to about it all without worrying about how they are going to take it.
Maybe this forum will help, I hope it does, because I really need something to help me just get some of this out.
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