i am so tired....
'hearts of space - beyond the stargates'............that is so ethereal, deep and profound...facilitating the plumbing into the depths of mind, of thought.
i find much solace and comfort there,...an intellectually delicious and....intoxicating dimension of existence.....
i savor it
'transition: a thinking woman's paradise'
there has been nothing like this, experienced in all of my life. but then, it couldn't be experienced - until the supplanting of the incompatible endogenous hormones - the absolute curse of the detested "T" with that of the marvelously and astoundingly compatible FEMALE exogenous hormones...
i administered my delestrogen im injection this morning, before leaving for work and i thought to myself,
"This TRULY is the 'elixir of LIFE'."
And for me, "T" was truly the 'elixir of death'....
all of these years - of poison....
You move though your life thinking that you are so strong and inured to...the potential hardships that could rudely intrude into your private portion of the universe...and then,
you find yourself savagely and mercilessly smashed down by reality and the truth,
and then you find yourself utterly traumatized and fighting for your very life.
and i sit here as i listen to my beloved space music, gently stroking and caressing my right breast...and feeling quite stunned...and partially disoriented....
