Hi, everyone. I'm a little nervous. My name is Adam, I'm a 31 yr old FTM... I think. I'm here because I've spent my whole life feeling uncomfortable in my skin, but unable to ask the right questions about who I am. Through studying gender in college I have begun to question and challenge my own identity. I'm not sure, but I think that in the near future I might seek out HRT and SRS. The one thing I know for sure is that I was not meant to be a woman in the way that I understand women. I found this site while doing research about trans* issues, and I felt compelled to join and tell my story. I fantasize about coming out to my family and beginning my life as a man. I look forward to reading the journeys of all of you. Thanks for reading!