Hello everyone,
I am just starting my MTF journey and transition, I am pre HRT and have just begun therapy sessions with my therapist, but I would like some closure on a few things. I am 25, soon to be 26 by the time I start HRT, and I wanted to know what kind of "mileage" I might be able to expect. I'm not on any hormones or T-blockers right now, but I am waiting for my HRT letter.
so, I am 5' 11'', currently I weigh 195 pounds, Im not ripped but very fit as I am a 200 and 100 butterflier on my swim team, so I am not fat at 195 Lbs. People say I look really like a guy, but when I dress up, I always see a woman there. :-) I have broad shoulders from swimming, I think I have a huge back and maybe again, that is from swimming. Thankfully, I have no adams apple, and my voice is high enough to sing with Shania Twain naturally without much effort. I have body hair every where and I have to shave all the time.
I have looked around, and I see so many differences in what people experience, and some say that this happens while others say the opposite or say that HRT wont affect something. Thanks.
Here are some photos.
Me as a guy and this is pretty close to what I look like now,

And two photos of my face. I know they aren't the best but these are all I have,


Really, my main concern is really simple, will HRT make me look like a normal woman visually. My fear is that I will still look like a dude. I would really like to know what affects you think might, or will happen based on previous experience.
Again thank you.