Well, I'll start taking it tonight, anyway. After years of trying to find proper help in the dark recesses of Upstate South Carolina, I've finally found a therapist who knows about transgender issues, an endocrinologist, and a much better support group. Due to all the positive changes coming, I thought it best to abandon my name too (though I suppose I have to keep it here) as I've come to associate it with all of my frustrations and failings. So finally, positive things coming in my direction! Hope doesn't have to die~!