What are you thinking right now? 4.0

[Adam (birkin)]

I get that way every week for a few days after my shot cycle.

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I'm thinking I miss my gf. After having her around for two days it sucks when she has to go back to work. 

Yeah, the only thing is is doesn't seem to be connected to my shot cycle. It just happens randomly and won't let up lol.

I'm thinking a few things:
- God, I'm so smitten for this girl and it's really bad and the signs are everywhere. -_- I went out and bought new clothes. Usually when I run out of things that fit, I stop by a thrift store and pick a few things that will cover my butt. But this time, I went and bought actual new ones, and I went into the fitting room and tried them on. I wouldn't do that if I didn't have a crush.
- I'm also thinking I come off as very unusual to people. And I don't really care anymore lol.

[Anna++]

I love my new TARDIS key necklace!

[Liminal Stranger]

So a lot of snacks and one giant steak later, I am finally full...for now.

[ZoeM]

So a lot of snacks and one giant steak later, I am finally full...for now.

*sigh* Men...
XD

[King Malachite]

Awww the UFC prelims went off.  I'm tuning in the for post show though. 

[Liminal Stranger]

*sigh* Men...
XD

:3

Hard work being a man, we need lots of fuel to keep the engine running. Speaking of which, I'm hungry again 

[Anna++]

:3

Hard work being a man, we need lots of fuel to keep the engine running. Speaking of which, I'm hungry again 

Maybe women just have a more efficient engine

[ZoeM]

Maybe women just have a more efficient engine

I agree with this assessment. Efficient engine and smooth bodywork. XD

[Anna++]

My internet can't handle Netflix and Susan's at the same time tonight.  It's taken me 45 minutes to watch 10 minutes of a TV show

[Simon]

So a lot of snacks and one giant steak later, I am finally full...for now.

Steak sounds good.

I'm making Gumbo right now (with sausage, chicken, and shrimp) to pour over rice. Wooo Weee that's how we do cajun cookin' in the South. 

[King Malachite]

UFC and orange juice

[Liminal Stranger]

Maybe women just have a more efficient engine

Haha, maybe so.

Never had gumbo but that steak was delicious and I could go for another. People keep asking me where I could possibly be putting all this food because I've somehow managed to eat an increasing amount (as if I didn't already) since I hit that growth spurt and lost some weight, so I tell them there's a black hole in my stomach 

[Simon]

People keep asking me where I could possibly be putting all this food

Hollow leg?

[Liminal Stranger]

Hollow leg?

How'd you know?

[DriftingCrow]

I'm making Gumbo right now (with sausage, chicken, and shrimp) to pour over rice. Wooo Weee that's how we do cajun cookin' in the South. 

I miss the South sometimes, there's no real Cajun places up here. 

[Adam (birkin)]

Last night I felt a pain from binding kick in. This morning it hurts more. I'm going out with my grandparents, and I can either choose to bind, or leave it and hope that I don't get misgendered at the restaurant with my chest unbound. I may have to go unbound, because in Indiana, if it's god awful hot I will not really have the option of not binding.

This sucks because I've always bound "safely" (as safely as you can - proper fitting, etc)...most days only for about 3 hours at a time, and not even every day if I can help it.

[Simon]

Last night I felt a pain from binding kick in. This morning it hurts more.

Not the first time I've heard of a guy getting a binder related injury. Hope you feel better soon. You're emotionally stronger than I am...that's for sure. I can't even lay in the hospital after a surgery without a binder on. Can't get through life without Mister Bindario.

[Adam (birkin)]

Well, lol, that's not really the case because I just tried to put on a button on shirt in the mirror with just a sports bra and almost punched the mirror. A few times in the past, in efforts to limit my binding, I tried to go out when it was cold with a big hoodie on but ended up going home to put on a binder and being late. It sucks, this is the only time I really get down about being kinda fat, is when I'm dealing with these.

It's looking like I may have to bind for the time they take me out and then switch into a bra at their house. Stupid dysphoria, like I am 99% sure they only want to go to McDonalds.

[Liminal Stranger]

Ouch...feel better! I know that feeling, my mom gets mad at me because I will wake up early and then spend 25000 hours destroying my closet because I look in the mirror and keep seeing girl. Usually at that point she'll yell at me and I'll throw on whatever I pick up first and walk out the door, then dysphoria kicks in right before someone will read me as male and make me realize it's all in my head (until the next time it happens).

I forgot about those gift cards and should probably go get them again because I want to buy a real binder off amazon now instead of waiting for my birthday.

Also thinking about how to pack tomorrow if I go swimming, wet socks don't seem fun and I'd like to not lose my parts in the water XD
Might get a pair of tight-fitting underwear and wear that under my board shorts, I'll have to man up and deal with it.

Watched a couple of "Sh*t Transguys Say" videos on youtube, was crying with laughter. Chase's video is one of my favorites, also made me notice how much I tug on my shirt all the time when I'm out.

I'm thinking that I'm thinking about way too many things right now 

[androgynoid]

Also thinking about how to pack tomorrow if I go swimming, wet socks don't seem fun and I'd like to not lose my parts in the water XD
Might get a pair of tight-fitting underwear and wear that under my board shorts, I'll have to man up and deal with it.

Bahaha, imagine having to wring out your junk.

Now I'm thinking about the time I wore a slightly padded bra to an amusement park and went on a water ride. Afterward I squeezed my boob and a whole rush of water came out.