Hi everybody,
I am back after a break. Last I was on, I was on the Ts but money ran out and I had to stop them. I went threw withdraw. There for awhile I went through a "I don't know stage" Wasn't sure if I wanted to do it anymore. But honestly I cant fight who I am or what I feel. I had to grow up and look at life with more of a positive out look. A search within myself. I realized I am who I am. And I am not happy any other way. And of course if your miserable and don't love yourself its hard on everyone around you.
Was with a wonderful woman, who supported me no matter what even though she had a hard time with 'PRONOUNS" LOL because her friends at work wouldn't accept the "Pronouns" and made it hard for her. She sees me as just ME. But we broke up for reasons that could have been avoided with work. But now we are friends, and talkin on workin it out again. But its gonna take time.
Then a month or so ago I decided no more. NY you can do anything. There I pass as a male. And honestly I am a man inside this female body. I am not sure if I will go back on the Ts. Because my thyroid was starting to swell. Not sure if that was the reasons or not. And now my X is not sure if going back on the Ts is a good Idea because of that.
So I need to look into it some more.
So not sure what I would be considered... (not much on labels) but I may not go ahead with Ts. I just know what I feel and I know what I am.
I look forward to getting back on track and talking to everyone again.
Tay
