Right now I feel like a million dollars

[Ciara]

Hi Everyone,
I just feel that I have to share this moment..........
Tonight, my wife is away for the night with a friend and my daughter is out for the night. It is my first night home alone since accepting myself as a woman a few months ago. So....of course I have taken the opportunity to dress feminine. My first time as a woman.......WOW.

I am sitting here with my laptop wearing knickers (panties in USA), tights (panty hose), bra, fake breasts, green frilled skirt, green vneck top, necklace, earings, lipstick and eye makeup. I so wish I had a wig. I feel absolutely fantastic. When I look in the mirror I think I don't look so bad either (but maybe that's wishful thinking!). What's more is that I can stay like this all night.
My son phoned me a little while ago, (he lives in Boston), and we spoke on the phone for about fifteen minutes with me all dressed up!!!

It is wonderful to be a woman.

I needed to share this moment and I'm so glad that I have all you girlfriends to share with.

Love,
Ciara

[Devlyn]

I bet you look like a million! Enjoy your evening, hugs, Devlyn

[Ciara]

Hi Devlyn,
Thank you and yes, I had a lovely evening.
I know that my post may sound a little juvenile from somebody my age but I felt so different than before.
In the past when I dressed feminine I would look at myself in the mirror, see a man in a dress, get embarrassed and take the clothes off me immediately. I would then swear that I would never do it again.......but of course I would.

Last night was so different. It was my first time as a woman, that I dressed as a woman. I felt so comfortable, so relaxed, so feminine and SO ME!!! When I looked in the mirror I was not at all embarrassed as this time I SAW a woman and I wanted to stay dressed feminine. In the end I was so sorry to have to take them off.

It was a fabulous experience so I hope you don't think it was a little juvenile.
Thank you for listening.

Love
Ciara

[Cindy]

Honey there is nothing juvenile about it.

I'm so glad you felt good and could let the girl out for awhile. I hope she can be you in real life eventually. I realise there are difficulties, we all have them but we cope eventually.

Thank you for your sweet post and love to Ciara, I hope she can see the light of day often.

Hugs

Cindy

[Devlyn]

Cindy beat me to it, it's a special moment when we catch the girl looking back out of the mirror. Thanks for sharing the feel-good post with us! Hugs, Devlyn

[Jennygirl]

Thanks for this lovely post!

It reminded me of when I experienced that as well

Congratulations on seeing yourself for the first time!

[Ciara]

Devlyn/Cindy/Jennygirl,
Yes, it was a special moment. Thank you all so much for your kind comments and your support.
Love,
Ciara

[Ltl89]

This put a big smile on my face.  I can relate.  Sometimes putting on a few cute things can really make you feel better.

If your hair is on the short side, you may want to try a wig.  My hair is mid range, but the more it grows the better I feel.  I can even now style it in a few different cute ways.  I'm sure having longer hair to play with will enhance the experience for you

[Ciara]

This put a big smile on my face.  I can relate.  Sometimes putting on a few cute things can really make you feel better.

If your hair is on the short side, you may want to try a wig.  My hair is mid range, but the more it grows the better I feel.  I can even now style it in a few different cute ways.  I'm sure having longer hair to play with will enhance the experience for you

Thank you,
It was one of those moments that made me so happy that I had to share it. I just hope that everyone who has not yet seen the girl within her can have the same wonderful discovery.
Yes, I think you are right. A wig would make a big improvement to my hair. Its not very short. I never liked tight haircuts but it is still too short for a girl.
Again, thank you for your lovely comments.

Love,
Ciara