So, I had my first endo appointment today and finished the blood work. If all goes well, I will be starting next week. Yay! Everything is looking good, except for the fact that I feel like a fatty pig fatty after weighing myself on the scale

However, there were some things I was a little concerned about that I wanted to check with others. My endo, who is a wonderful women and incredibly accepting, wants to initially start me on a lower dose of estrogen without an anti androgen. Is that normal? I'm guessing it may be normal not to rush things in the beginning, but I want to make sure that is common. I thought most people started with both estrogen and an anti androgen. Also, I don't know if it is unusual or not to start on a lower initial dose of estrogen. I'm a little concerned because I want to start the process as quickly as possible because I'd like to be full time by at least early next year (hopefully sooner). Therefore, I wanted to know what everyone here thinks about my endo's plan.
Also, it was a little difficult to follow her, but she said something about getting the t levels to 55. Those levels sound quite high to me. Maybe she wants to get there with estrogen alone and then start an anti-androgen. Or maybe that's the final goal. I don't know. Either way, how does that sound to you guys.
Anything to help prepare me for my next appointment would be great. I want to tell my doctor what I want, but I also want to make sure I'm moving in a safe way. I know very little about these meds and how to monitor everything, so anything that could help me would be appreciated.
*** Please, no provide exact dosage suggestions because it's against the rules and I want to keep this open in order to get insight