One of those days

[justchillin]

well today my main goal it to try and clear up exactly what I want to do with my life. This become even harder to do when you have to

coordinate that with planning to transition. I don't mean to be too dramatic but you can say I'm possibly planning out 2 of the most

important decisions I'll ever make. And I would appreciate being able to draw off of someone strength or find some comfort yet this is not the case.

I can honestly say, there is no one in my life to talk with. I was hoping to draw strength or at least find comfort by chatting with my mother one of the only people I've came out to. But that "open door policy" is a joke. Soon as I talk about anything she get lost in her twitter browsing and simply responds with sounds or doesn't respond at all.

I don't mean to flame on my own mother (I love her and she loves me), But there is literately no one else to talk to about this. Welcome to adult life I guess.

P.S I know I can talk to the members on this forum, I mean you all have helped me grow and make sense of this mess since day one but I feel bad to keep pouring my problems on you all.

[Devlyn]

well today my main goal it to try and clear up exactly what I want to do with my life. This become even harder to do when you have to

coordinate that with planning to transition. I don't mean to be too dramatic but you can say I'm possibly planning out 2 of the most

important decisions I'll ever make. And I would appreciate being able to draw off of someone strength or find some comfort yet this is not the case.

I can honestly say, there is no one in my life to talk with. I was hoping to draw strength or at least find comfort by chatting with my mother one of the only people I've came out to. But that "open door policy" is a joke. Soon as I talk about anything she get lost in her twitter browsing and simply responds with sounds or doesn't respond at all.

I don't mean to flame on my own mother (I love her and she loves me), But there is literately no one else to talk to about this. Welcome to adult life I guess.

P.S I know I can talk to the members on this forum, I mean you all have helped me grow and make sense of this mess since day one but I feel bad to keep pouring my problems on you all.

Fixed that for ya, hon!

Big hug! That's why we're here, your troubles and challenges are our troubles and challenges. Mom will come around, just work with her. If she isn't talking, she just might be listening. Hugs, Devlyn

[justchillin]

Thank you Delvyn. I'm able to bottle all my felling up and at time I'm perfectly content with venting into my pillow. Yet  I have this small list of people in my head that I feel I can talk to when I can't do it alone and, it just kinda depressing when that list fails . Don't worry I think it time to ad an entire community to that list. I do want to expand my knowledge to become more of a helper than just "the helped"

[Devlyn]

Every post you make means you're helping someone.  A large part of the support here comes from just knowing  we're not alone.  Our accumulated experiences  build the site and strengthen it. Your words will ring true with someone, and on that day, you will have made a difference in a life. Hugs, Devlyn

[Cindy]

I came here as a very frightened little person.

I stay because of the love and support people gave me.

We are here for you.

No reason needed. It just is, and never be embarrassed about it.

[kelly_aus]

I came here as a very frightened little person.

I stay because of the love and support people gave me.

We are here for you.

No reason needed. It just is, and never be embarrassed about it.

As often happens, Cindy has got in before me and said what I was going to say - just far more eloquently.