Ive read many of the HRT topics and its been facinating, a real insight into so many others in the same situation and I find it so very supportive to read others experiences. Its been 80 days, for the Chinese the 8 means good fortune and I am a Euroasian. In general I have found a new sense of relief and relaxation and find myself with a new perspective in life. I have been addressing certain issues in my life with a new found empathy and that has also been greatly rewarding.
My consumption of weed has dropped 80% and as the nature of the effects has changed - I may choose to stop as I dont feel I enjoy it anymore but think I will have withdrawal of a type as I have been using it for 30 plus years as it been my one vice, i'm not fussed about it and will just see what happens. I stopped drinking some 25 years ago as I reacted badly with a headache and then nausea, now I still have a strong reaction to alcohol but in a ½ glass of wine I find enjoyable and relaxing. I also now feel comfortable with myself and I know my attitude will change further – so very much about how I think and feel has changed and I know this is an evolving process. I use to obsess with the full gauntlet of surgery including FFS and SRS. Now I'm quite relaxed and I will make the decisions slowly as I adapt to my new mindset. I still run a business and probably more effectively and efficiently as I have a new perspective in relations with my employees. No one is aware that I am in transition and I know that at the right time I will face up to what needs to be done.
In general I feel more alive and in touch with the world and myself. New odors and tastes in food and arts. I hope other will find the new joys of life.
Be free - be yourself
Warlockmaker
