Well, my name is Bree, named Bryan at birth. I live in the midwest of the usa.
I'm 20 right now, mtf, and am still in conflict with my family about it.
I didn't start feeling like this until i was about a year ago, and so my older sister (MD PhD) keeps telling me that because i've not shown signs of this since childhood, i'm not really trans. My mom is a devout conservative christian, and says it's wrong based on religion (which i feel that the religion does not oppose it but rather the people picking out what they want from the book).
I have been self medicating, though i know how risky it is, how irresponsible i must be to make passes behind the drug regulations laws on prescription medicine, and how expensive it is, so i decided with a lot of difficulty to stop today, after having been on them for 8 months without check ups or physician supervision.
I sit at a 38aa/36a size, but until I go through the proper channels, i'm not going to risk being unsupervised. I know this will take a long time, and most of the changes will revert, and it makes me very sad that i have to give up the progress i did make.
Anyways, it's not much of an introduction, but i do want to ask. How will stopping after 8 months affect me? How will it affect my progress after i am able to restart under a physician?
