Quote from: peky on June 23, 2013, 11:16:39 AM
My post come from some rather somber combat times when I so soldiers -atheists or not- pleading with G-d not to let them die....
...I do not remember where I heard, I think it was in a song, the saying that goes like this: "Nobody know until the day they die" that is where I derive the: "life is funny until you die"
Of course they does not apply to the faithful, to folks who believe in G-d... 
BTW I do not understand why you found my post IS so offensive...it was just a "testimony"
BTW I have the feeling that your campaign to denied the existence of G-d and to indoctrinate you disfelif in others is possible because your soul has been move by G-d and deep down you cannot help but feel the existence of G-d even if it in the form of a hate for G-d....just my musings 
For The Other Readers (Atheist-Agnostic-Theist)...This Is Not A Thread Overthrowing/Take Over...It's Just My Personal Take On Things And Just Something For My Friend Peky To Ponder(We Often Have These 'Friendly' Discussions-That Tend To Go Nowhere) I Take Full Responsibility For Any Derailing And Will Pay For Any Inconvenience Caused...Do You Accept Virtual Cyber Cheques ? 
Kia Ora Peky,
I don't find a belief in a god or many gods offensive, a little outdated perhaps, but not offensive...
However the only time I get a little concerned is when a person uses their belief in a god to justify discrimination against others and in many cases the 'others' being the poor trans-theists who have been indoctrinated with the concept of 'sin'( what the ancient Greeks called "Missing the Mark" )...
You seem to take some comfort in the ancient Hebrew mystical Kabbalic concept of a god and you may not 'believe' this but I'm truly happy for you. especially considering the struggle many of us have to go through, in order to become 'who we are' you had that 'safety net'...
However you still seem to struggle somewhat when you feel that your belief is challenged, hence your need to post in the atheist and or Buddhist forum,(who knows....perhaps 'subconsciously' it's to do with your military background where a pre-emptive strike could possibly win the day)
And finally Peky, no I don't 'hate' your god or anybody's gods...The belief in a god is just how ones mind has been "conditioned"... At first the seed was planted(in fertile ground) nurtured, then it took root and finally it becomes 'self' generating...(the self consisting of the psycho-physical phenomena of 'form=the body' 'consciousness' 'sensation' 'perception' 'mental formation' ( habitual mental activities)...All of which are in a 'constant state of flux...
No consistent abiding self exists, or what is commonly known in the "non theistic" Buddhist circles as "Non Self" or No Soul...Anatta=soul lessness...But then you know all this Peky because we have been through this before...
I wish you well Peky(even if you do find this hard to 'believe')
The End Of The Derailing Metta Zenda
PS For other readers.... I might just add...Sam Harris would agree regarding the non theist Buddhist concept of/on "Non Self" and how do I know this ? Because he had spent many years studying Buddhist and other types of Eastern meditation, and has a very good understanding of the type of "mind science" that's involved... He disregards most of the 'spiritual' aspects/trapping of Buddhism, but the meditation aspects he took to like a duck to water...
As an after thought....I don't expect other readers to 'believe' any of what I write especially when it comes to what the 'self' is...I take it those who have given it some 'thought' (studied it, or meditated upon it) in the past have reached their own conclusions ( or perhaps it's inconclusive ) however I write from my personal 'experience' which for 'me' is a not 'belief' that can nor will 'change' in this life 'experience'...