Okies... For one thing... I have to say that this thread is scary, but in a good way. Lol. That is the only way I can think of describing it. I'm saying that because I'm almost to the point where I'll be starting hormones, too. So yeah... Now I can't wait to start, hehe. If only the psychologist will just write his report like he said he would. Got to love when you are "blocked." My therapist is quite upset with him. So hopefully I shall have the go on the 19th. Grrrr... It is a long story.
Anyways... It is just that seeing how beautiful you all have become is making me worry for my safety, haha. I mean, as silly as it may sound, I'm worried that I'll be TOO pretty (if a lot of you are an indication of that). Pretty people attract attention. Heh. Or I'm worried that my face will change completely, and that I'll no longer be myself. I guess that IS the whole point, but hey, I kinda like my face (since it is already a bit feminine, I guess you can say), and it would be nice to still kinda look like me. Or I'm also worried that I will end up looking silly. But looking at all of your pics... That is highly unlikely. Like for example Jennygirl... She is gorgeous. Not only that, her pics are reassuring to those that are around my age that worry that it will be too late to look awesome. But yeah... Mostly I am curious as to how I'll even look. It is like, I try to imagine myself, but I can't seem to do so. Guess I'll have to wait and see, lol.
Thank you all of you for posting your pictures. It is quite reassuring that everything WILL be OK. I know it takes a lot of character and strength to put out there what you used to look like, because I know that sometimes it may bother you. But you doing so is much appreciated. Stay strong and never think you are ugly, because so far, I haven't seen a single ugly face, only beautiful ones. Hope you all have a wonderful day! ^o^
