Had a great chat with a girl living in my area in a lesbian chat... In a moment she slipped into wanting to meet me and maybe go for drinks, but one second later she went into total "Sorry. I don't know why I'm saying this. What an idiot I am".
I feel really bad for her. She had broken up recently, and same as me, she still hasn't been able to break it constantly. After that I told her that I was trans... I felt like a big damn liar. She did not took it bad, but well, the feeling was broken since she half proposed and went back in less than ten second. I still told her to cheer up, and we could met at the LGBT association if she came one day.
"It's fairly easy to recognise me... I'm the one who always wears a scarf on the neck". Then she was laughing... "Damn Adam's apple", she said.
Mfff. It's my usual problem. I am more attracted to girls, but being pre-op breaks it for me, and I don't want to be dateless until I fully transition, which will take me years.
