What are you thinking? (Ver 5.0)

[Danielle Emmalee]

...Was it at least good french kissing?

Well at the time, I had never actually kissed anyone before, so I'm not sure how I imagined how it would feel...but I did and it was surprisingly accurate and yes it was probably one of the best kisses I've experienced sadly.

[King Malachite]

Fantasizing about being a ripped famous MMA fighter that has a specialty in ground in pound and a weakness in submission skills and that My focus fighting techniques represent Sambo, BJJ, and Boxing.


Strong manly man, YEAH!  I'm the genetic mutant! YEAH! Check out these muscles!  I'm the most dangerous man in fighting history with one-punch knockout.  I'm a modern day gladiator.  Hear me roar! I'm a big strong manly man and a tough guy.  YEAH!  I'm rich and have a beautiful wife and I live near the beach in Californa and when I go to anime expo, I cosplay as myself.  I'm genetically jacked.  YEAH!

*fantasy cap off*

Well that was fun while it lasted. 

[Keaira]

Was thinking about you this AM before I got up for the day and was wondering how it's going for you. Must be nice to be back in paycheck land again though in spite of all else huh?

The only saving grace of this job is that I get most weekends off. I'm supposed to be done by 3pm and I have never gotten out before 5pm. My feet hurt so much that I am constantly on 600mg ibuprofen just to be able to keep walking, and I have to be up at 4:30 am and I'm averaging 4 hrs of sleep a day. When I get my settlement from the eeoc case, im buying a house outright, filing for disability and taking a part time job. My bad leg hurts enough as it is without all this other pain.

[Kristal]

Bacon.

In other news, I was poking around the FtM "You look badass" thread, and Holy Hades... Those guys are more manly than I have ever been. It really puts it into perspective, you know? I mean, with a little effort I can look as feminine as they look masculine, and so can you! Now if you'll excuse me, I need to go shave. (ugh) What I need to do is SAVE. Save money for laser, that is. SO EXPENSIVE.

[King Malachite]

I can feel the soreness in my arm muscles, especially the right one.

[Adam (birkin)]

I think I was called ma'am. I don't know though, she said it so quietly...gah. -_- But then I think, at this point, no way?

[Kristal]

I shaved this morning, still angry at my crazy beard shadow. But my brother saw me coming out of the bathroom and said "You look like a guuuurl." I made a goofy face at him and gave him a thumbs up. He doesn't know I'm trans yet, so it's kind of a compliment, sort of?

[Shantel]

The only saving grace of this job is that I get most weekends off. I'm supposed to be done by 3pm and I have never gotten out before 5pm. My feet hurt so much that I am constantly on 600mg ibuprofen just to be able to keep walking, and I have to be up at 4:30 am and I'm averaging 4 hrs of sleep a day. When I get my settlement from the eeoc case, im buying a house outright, filing for disability and taking a part time job. My bad leg hurts enough as it is without all this other pain.

Hmmm this sounds like the old me in my last job just before I got terminated for telling a particularly obnoxious individual that I was about to shove a door and window up his a**. The company didn't think it reflected their idea of customer service, no sense of humor I guess. But leg and foot pain can turn anyone into a tiger.

[Edge]

I wonder if anyone else gets suspicious of people who claim to be "weird" or "different." Aside from the fact that everyone claims the same thing, most of the people I've met who claim that have a tendency to lie. Constantly. Plus, they eventually try to treat me as inferior which I simply don't stand for.
(Oh and I know I sound like a hypocrite since I also claim to be different and people think I'm lying same as everyone else. They tend to get hostile when they find out I was telling the truth. Not that anyone ever believes me. After all, who would actually believe a freak who tells the truth over a more charismatic liar?)

[Alice Rogers]

I shaved this morning, still angry at my crazy beard shadow. But my brother saw me coming out of the bathroom and said "You look like a guuuurl." I made a goofy face at him and gave him a thumbs up. He doesn't know I'm trans yet, so it's kind of a compliment, sort of?

Depends if your bro is a nice guy or not. If he knew you were trans would he still tell you you look like a girl? Or would he tell you you look like a boy because that would be the new way to upset you about your appearance?

[Shantel]

Doesn't everyone dream of the perfect bacon?

I found the secret to perfect bacon! It has to have at least 50% meat on it and actually be baked in an oven on a broiler pan with a rack so that it doesn't sit in it's grease and it shouldn't be turned while baking.

[Edge]

I'm going to sound like a hypocrite too I also get the mental eye roll and the 'oh... really.'  Some people (some liars) make a routine out of 'I'm weird!  I'm a criminal!  I'm unpredictable!  I'm a psychopath!  Please pay attention to me!'  Second, when I was in school a huge number of people, virtually everyone I think, claimed to be totally weird or freaky for perfectly mundane reasons, which got old after a while.  Third, I think of times in conversation when people have shared something a little south of mainstream and covered with a self-deprecating, 'I know, I'm a freak,' while I'm there thinking... I'm sitting about ten miles south-er than you, pal.

Yeah! You get what I'm talking about. Or there are the people (who, as far as I know, have not ever been in the mental health system) who claim to be "crazy" and make it out to be a good thing. Then they don't understand why someone who spent high school in and out of psych wards might find that offensive.

[NathanielM]

It's weird that every time people misgender me or like my mum refers to me as her little girl or things like that, I get a bout of dysphoria.  Yet when my brothers calls me 'zussie' a affectionate term for sister and one of the nicknames he uses for me I don't care.  I just don't,  I like it and it's feels normal. Strange...

[V M]

Trying to not be grumpy

[DriftingCrow]

Doesn't everyone dream of the perfect bacon?

it.
No. . . unless facon counts.

I just bought a salad at Panera without realizing there was bacon in it and had to pick it all out.

I do eat bacon occasionally, but i mainly try to avoid it.

[Darkie]

I was looking up videos online and found this from when I was in high school.  I used to play this clip over and over on the VHS tape I had of recorded shows.  Even 10 years later, it filled my heart with hope and almost brought tears to my eyes.



Anime really did save my life.

[King Malachite]

I was trying to write a construcive review for a fanfic of someones but mother came in with food and I had to cut up A LOT of celery that took me about two hours and my laptop seems to die quicker and shuts down with no battery warning anymore....wtf.

I don't even feel like finishing the review but I am going to do so.  They posted their first chapter on the same day I did mine (actually I posted after them without knowing) but it's my favorite yuri pairing which is hard to find stories with them in it anymore.  It is my duty to review because as a writer myself, I know that the reviews I get from my fans keep me going. I just hope they don't take the criticism too harshly since I'm only trying to help.

[Red Leicester]

Reading about bacon has made me hungry.  Why hasn't anyone invented a bacon-wrapped-hot-dog corn dog.  I think I can make a lot of money with that idea.  Nobody steal it!  Please. 

[Kristal]

I need to stop reading the comments on news articles about trans people. The ignorant transphobia doesn't upset me as much as the angry HBSers going off anytime someone mentions the word "transgender".

I know this is going to upset some people, but I really don't like bacon. I don't like pork in general, really. I'm more of a poultry kind of girl.

[LordKAT]

No worries Kristal. I don't like bacon either and find the smell of pork cooking to be nauseating.  In fact, I was in my forties before I found out that people think KFC has an appetizing smell, to me, it is worse than the paper mills.  To each their own.