Losing my sanity and a bag of chips

[K Style Addiction]

I know i sound like a broken record player but i have to vent out my frustrations, lately i have been feeling very sad.

I feel like i don't belong anywhere, in society, here, anywhere! I watch the teleivision and go on youtube seeing all these pretty girls and i feel i don't belong.

I hate feeling and being ugly, i don't like being ugly. I hate being the ugly duckling that never grew into a swan, i feel like a monster that people will never accept, it hurts so bad!!!

I wish i could live a normal life as a beautful woman and not be a monster, ARGHHH!!!!!

[LordKAT]

Ugly ducklings don't  grow into swans, they grow into beautiful ducks. So be a duck.

[Cindy]

And broken records are pieces of plastic.

We have always told you that you are a very good looking woman.

Maybe you should try a day as passing as a guy.

FAIL

Would be the result

I realise and all the Mods realise that there are no words of comfort.

The truth is obvious.

You are a very beautiful young woman.

Cindy

[bethany]

Donna, listen to them you are no monster, in fact you are a very beautiful woman. You just need a boost to your self confidence.

[K Style Addiction]

And broken records are pieces of plastic.

We have always told you that you are a very good looking woman.

Maybe you should try a day as passing as a guy.

FAIL

Would be the result

I realise and all the Mods realise that there are no words of comfort.

The truth is obvious.

You are a very beautiful young woman.

Cindy

Thanks, also in the past i never did ask for comfort or help, maybe i can use some help/love so don't ignore me . I don't have really have friends in real life after transitioning and don't go out much, here is the only place for me to vent my frustrations and anger, and feel like someone is listening.

[Cindy]

We will never ignore you, or any member

[suzifrommd]

Thanks, also in the past i never did ask for comfort or help, maybe i can use some help/love so don't ignore me . I don't have really have friends in real life after transitioning and don't go out much, here is the only place for me to vent my frustrations and anger, and feel like someone is listening.

Donna, I know I haven't responded to of your posts for awhile.

That's only because I really haven't had anything to say that I haven't said already.

Even though I haven't responded, I always read your posts. I never ignore them.

I know I'm probably been lost amongst all people who've given encouraging words throughout the years, but I am still on your side.

I've followed your move to a new country, and the ups and downs with your family. You are on my list of people I think about and wish good things for.

So I hope sometime when you're sure no one cares, you'll remember my name and remember there's a person out there who knows what a sensitive soul you are and who wishes you well.

Good luck Donna. I care.

[Shantel]

Thanks, also in the past i never did ask for comfort or help, maybe i can use some help/love so don't ignore me . I don't have really have friends in real life after transitioning and don't go out much, here is the only place for me to vent my frustrations and anger, and feel like someone is listening.

We're listening and are here for you honey!

[calico]

Sounds like a hug would be in order, seriously when ever I am feeling down and that I don't look good, hugs help me out of the funk...

Btw your awesome, 0 passabilty percent as a man so.... I think even if you got right out of bed you would still be fine.. serius girl you have no issues you look great actually


oh and btw most girls have the same thought process, believe me I have several who tell me and ask me if they look ok, or like crap, and that just means yer not alone, but it does make you kinda normal