joking aside, I am both incredibly nervous and excited to see my therapist for the first time tomorrow. it's wierd, all this happening all of a sudden. I came out last month and now therapy and who knows what next this year will have in store for me.
i have no idea what to expect, i've heard a variety of different first sessions with other trans folk, some drill you with questions, some scare you to bits some ask for your life story...OTL this whole journey is being so abstract...i can't pinpoint any kind of certainty with it. but i guess i'll figure it out, adapt move on.
also nervous about talking with someone, I'm so anti social...OTL I know it's for my own good so i need to just buck up and talk but still i can't help but feel nervous.
anyway, tomorrows the big first day of therapy. wish me luck!