After several months of dealing with life I finally made my way back to Susan's just to find my account had been purged. It's alright though, I rejoined with the same name. Nothing new to share on my end though. I'm still not what I want to be, and I'm just as far from it as ever, if not further. The local workplaces don't seem like they would be very trans-friendly places.
While I've found someone that is happy with me as I am, I know he prefers males, and this makes me all the more agitated with my current gender. To add injury to insult, I've found out my unwanted sex organs may actually be trying to kill me. Be it endometriosis, cysts, or cancer, something is wrong with my parts. Maybe if I'm lucky this will aide in my unending quest to get rid of them.
