There is a reason i am still here and why am i still here? reintroduction

[mrs izzy]

Removed by me.

[Amelia Pond]

Welcome to still being at Susan's, Izzy!

Amy

[dentifrice]

And your avatar is a nice butterfly : melpomène, right ?

[SaveMeJeebus]

Hey Izzy! You have planned out chapters? This will be entertaining. Welcome to Susan's ;]

[Jamie D]

Izzy, I did not know that you had been here before.  Welcome back.  Not doubt before my time.

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I'm pretty sure you know your way around 

[mrs izzy]

Hey Izzy! You have planned out chapters? This will be entertaining. Welcome to Susan's ;]

Removed by me

[mrs izzy]

Izzy, I did not know that you had been here before.  Welcome back.  Not doubt before my time.

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I'm pretty sure you know your way around 

Thanks, a FYI do not get old. Seems when you do things in the old memory banks seem to hide. For the life of me you think i could remember the old log in.

I just hope there is somthing i can help others with what they are dealing with. Will try my best.

Izzy

[Antonia J]

Thanks for holding the light

[mrs izzy]

And your avatar is a nice butterfly : melpomène, right ?

Yes one of the 40 some species, not sure what family.

Izz

[mrs izzy]

Removed by me

[mrs izzy]

Removed by me

[Antonia J]

If I can ask, and sorry if you already said, but how old were you when you went through this? I see so much of your experience in parallel with mine. 

[mrs izzy]

If I can ask, and sorry if you already said, but how old were you when you went through this? I see so much of your experience in parallel with mine.

removed by me

[gennee]

Hi Izzy and welcome back to Susan's. The rule you live by is one I do also. I love your avatar.

[Antonia J]

Izzy, you're beautiful

Thank you for sharing.  Our lives are very similar.

[mrs izzy]

Izzy, you're beautiful

Thank you for sharing.  Our lives are very similar.

Glad i am here to share these moments. I am no different then you or everyone else going through all this day by day. I just was lucky in the fact i came to understand early enough not to let othes tell me how to live. I also learned to love myself again. Everyone has the tools, they just need to pick them up and use them to break the cycle.


Stay safe and as always still will keep the light on.
Izzy

[Jamie D]

(there could be triggers)

There is a reason i am still here and why am i still here?
Chapter 3
That faithful New Years day

Hurricane Isabel 2003 September. How the destruction, power and turmoil effects me. Its how i settled on a name. The effects of what a hurricane symbolism is how my life was feeling at the time. Hence from that day forward i was known by me as Isabell Anna.

SNIP

Till the next chapter
Izzy

I am certainly happy that storm was not named Hurricane Irving.

[mrs izzy]

I am certainly happy that storm was not named Hurricane Irving.

Same here.

[Devlyn]

Hi Izzy, let me sneak in a greeting between chapters. Hugs, Devlyn

[Antonia J]

Izzy, you've already helped me out so much, and been my light through some real darkness.  You are a beautiful soul and I want to keep reading what you write. 

Toni