Giving up time

[mowdan6]

So, I am dealing with physical therapy because of a pinched nerve in my back...and still trying to work.  My old dog has been sick for 3 days.  I don't have the money for vet bills, so trying to take care of him best I can.  I am the primary caregiver for my 86 year old dad, which is really taking a toll on me, and my 100,000 mile vehicle is going to pot.  Other than that, life is great.
And I am losing my mind.  Cool thing.  I contacted friends today for help.  Cool thing.  They don't exist. 

[Devlyn]

Big hug! Things have a way of stacking up on us. You know my motto:

Life kicks you. You've got to kick back.

You'll always have friends here, I can't jump in the car and come help you, but I'll always be here to listen and cheer you up. Hugs, Devlyn

[Cindy]

Hi

Sorry stuff is so bad at the moment.

Hey as Devlyn said we are here, there is a board full of people to talk to.

Hugs

Cindy

[Shantel]

Hang in there Mowdan, these things always seem to be with us in groups. Before getting too depressed, be sure and count the positive things in your life, it helps things to not look quite so bleak. We're here for you friend!

[mowdan6]

Thanks for the posts.  I find the one thing that is worse than the physical pain I am dealing with, is people that say, I am here, and when you need the help, they disappear.  Thanks for being there.

[Devlyn]

Hey, we may just be pixels on a screen, but we're YOUR pixels! Hugs, Devlyn

[Danielle Emmalee]

Hey, we may just be pixels on a screen, but we're YOUR pixels! Hugs, Devlyn

I'm more of a line of resolution than a pixel....

[mowdan6]

Thanks Devlyn.  the other thing I have been dealing with is my older sister.  She has always said she would take everything my Dad has and just bury him in a paupers grave.  Not on my watch.  My Dad has given me power of attorney and assigned everything to me.  and, I do try to be honest, so told my sister.  Told her,  I will give my dad a proper burial when the time comes.  Anything that is left over....I will not fight over.  She can have it all if that is who she is. 
this all is just getting very overwhelming.  Dealing with my own health issues and all this other stuff.  Feel like I am losing my mind.