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Started by krogan, September 02, 2013, 06:54:37 PM

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krogan

Hello all,

I am not at all good at introducing myself, so I'll keep this short and sweet: I'm a 24 year old FTM, and I started my physical transition in 2010 with HRT and I had chest surgery a couple of years ago.

I grew up playing with barbies. I loved my Kens and Pauls, and though I did get my mum to buy me an Action man at one point I ultimately rejected him because none of the barbies were interested in dating him (he had the charisma of a potato). The barbies were ultimately supplanted by the Sims games.

I'm a small guy with an extremely delicate build. My size has always made people think of me in terms of cuteness. The beard has not negated this. Early in my transition, I was snatched up into a bear hug by a passing drunk who exclaimed 'Aw will you look at this little guy!' ...I'm pretty sure he wanted to take me home for his mantelpiece but his friends made him release me back into the wild. I wandered off vaguely bemused but pleased because he ID'd me as a guy.

Overall my experiences throughout transition have been very positive, and my friends and family have generally been supportive. Some may have taken longer than others to come round to the idea, but eventually they all did. And in the meantime I had a very solid support base in the shape of my mum and sister and some trans friends I made online.

Uh...what else? Well, I'm an almost-graduate. I specialised in English linguistics, a specialism that has caused more confusion than my transition at times ("What? You study English? But you speak English...") XD. I love to read, write and play video games. Languages are a passion of mine and I also love ancient history and art.

Well that's it. I've been um-ing and er-ing about posting here, but I decided to go for it. I'll try and be active and social, but I suffer from social anxiety (even online) so it isn't easy for me to publish my thoughts where other people can see them. Writing this one message has taken me well over an hour and I've re-written it about a million times.

'... At me too someone is looking, of me too someone is saying, he is sleeping, he knows nothing, let him sleep on.' - Vladimir, Waiting for Godot

Doubt is a test of conviction. Fear is your true adversary.
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Joe.

Welcome!

Nice introduction, love the part about Action Man having charisma of a potato ;) I don't think there was anyone ever good enough for Barbie apart from Ken :P

We're a friendly bunch so don't be worried about it. I'm glad you've had a positive experience with your transition!
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Hi krogan, :icon_wave:

Welcome to our little family. Over 7330. That would be one heck of a family reunion.

Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams.  Ask questions and seek answers. Give and receive advice.

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MadeleineG

Greetings from a fellow linguinist!



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Devlyn

Hi Krogan, welcome to Susan's Place!  I'm from Boston. And I'm a cunning linguist! See you around the site, hugs, Devlyn
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Chrystal

Hello :) welcome to Susans!
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Jamie D

Greetings, Krogan! Glad you found us.
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krogan

Quote from: Joey. on September 02, 2013, 07:00:07 PM
Nice introduction, love the part about Action Man having charisma of a potato ;) I don't think there was anyone ever good enough for Barbie apart from Ken :P

Thanks ;) actually my barbies (and my sister's) always preferred the Paul dolls, which resulted in much rivalry and duelling! Ram-like, the preferred fighting method was head butting... By the close of their careers, most of my male dolls looked like they were balding because the paint on their heads had been chipped off in fights. X)


Thanks for all of your welcome messages!
'... At me too someone is looking, of me too someone is saying, he is sleeping, he knows nothing, let him sleep on.' - Vladimir, Waiting for Godot

Doubt is a test of conviction. Fear is your true adversary.
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Joe.

 :o your Barbies cheated on Ken!? I don't remember there being a Paul doll, so that might be why haha. Did you ever have a Cindy doll? I'm not sure where she came from but I always thought she was the cousin of Barbie though and a lot more down to earth haha.
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krogan

Quote from: Joey. on September 03, 2013, 07:57:28 AM
:o your Barbies cheated on Ken!? I don't remember there being a Paul doll, so that might be why haha. Did you ever have a Cindy doll? I'm not sure where she came from but I always thought she was the cousin of Barbie though and a lot more down to earth haha.

Rofl, I tended to regard my Barbies as single by default ;)

Paul was marketed as Cindy/Sindy's boyfriend. One version of Paul was discontinued in the 60s, but at least in the UK there was another version that persisted into the 90s-2000s (I have no idea if they're still sold). I would link to a picture but I'm not sure I have permission to link to external sites. Anyway there are images on Flickr x) my version had brown painted hair and green eyes.

And yes I also had a couple of Sindy dolls. Personality wise they were always more down to earth than their Barbie counterparts, and would come on walks with me and roll in the mud/swim in streams :P
'... At me too someone is looking, of me too someone is saying, he is sleeping, he knows nothing, let him sleep on.' - Vladimir, Waiting for Godot

Doubt is a test of conviction. Fear is your true adversary.
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Joe.

I can't believe I never had a Paul haha. I remember I had Barbie and Ken's children dolls. At least that's what I made them haha there was Kelly and her brother but I can't remember his name. I don't know if that's their names or names I made up for them.

Sindy! That was it! I thought it didn't look right spelt Cindy. Yeah Sindy was so much better than Barbie, Barbie was too stuck up for my liking haha. I swear at one point I had a Sindy poster but it was a celebrity like Britney Spears or something. It was well strange lol.
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