I'm not sure how to describe myself, and I'm not sure whether I actually belong here. I've spent time on other sites and each time, I get a different answer as to what I am (and usually get told I'm doing it wrong.)
I'm male, at least my body is rather obviously male and I've always assumed that that was it. Then there was all that "masculinity" nonsense that I was supposed to do or be because of my male body, but it mostly repulsed me, and even when I tried really hard to do it, I was awful at it, so I gave up a long time ago.
I wear skirts and dresses and other "women's clothes" most of the time. I always wanted to, and about 10 years ago, I ran out of reasons not to. I've discovered that when I do, I feel like I'm more myself. By now, I almost feel like I'm in drag when I put on pants to go to work.
On and off, I wonder if I'm really a trans woman, but I've never had the urge to take on the female role, with all the garbage that _it_
involves. Besides, I'd never look like anything but a man doing a bad job of pretending to be a woman, and I hate looking stupid. As for my gender identity, I've looked, but if I have one, I can't find it. As far as I can tell, I'm just me (which is bad enough, I suppose.)