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One full day on E and....

Started by Antonia J, September 17, 2013, 06:13:00 AM

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Antonia J

....my boobs are still the same  ???

In all seriousness, the one thing that was different is that I had some really vivid and colorful dreams last night. I am guessing this has nothing to do with E as it had been less than 24 hours and I am on quite a low dose. I think it was more just my brain reflecting on my journey that started 12 months ago when I started counseling, and then came out to the world in late February.

I feel really good right now, and cautiously optimistic.

Toni

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Hideyoshi

Quote from: Antonia J on September 17, 2013, 06:13:00 AM
....my boobs are still the same  ???

In all seriousness, the one thing that was different is that I had some really vivid and colorful dreams last night. I am guessing this has nothing to do with E as it had been less than 24 hours and I am on quite a low dose. I think it was more just my brain reflecting on my journey that started 12 months ago when I started counseling, and then came out to the world in late February.

I feel really good right now, and cautiously optimistic.

Toni

I had really weird and vivid dreams when i started Spiro after eight months on e... Strange
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Eva Marie

Quote from: Antonia J on September 17, 2013, 06:13:00 AM
....my boobs are still the same  ???

I feel really good right now, and cautiously optimistic.

Toni-

Congrats on starting HRT! The reason you are feeling really good right now probably has to do with you getting onto the right path.

Oh, and the boobs will come soon enough  :)

~Eva
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FrancisAnn

Toni,

Just relax & enjoy the changes. Each day with nice estrogen into your body you will feel better about yourself.

Have fun in the meanwhile, dream away.
mtF, mid 50's, always a girl since childhood, HRT (Spiro, E & Fin.) since 8-13. Hormone levels are t at 12 & estrogen at 186. Face lift & eye lid surgery in 2014. Abdominoplasty/tummy tuck & some facial surgery May, 2015. Life is good for me. Love long nails & handsome men! Hopeful for my GRS & a nice normal depth vagina maybe by late summer. 5' 8", 180 pounds, 14 dress size, size 9.5 shoes. I'm kind of an elegant woman & like everything pink, nice & neet. Love my nails & classic Revlon Red. Moving back to Florida, so excited but so much work moving
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Sammy

Quote from: Antonia J on September 17, 2013, 06:13:00 AM
....my boobs are still the same  ???

Strange.... ;)

Congratulations on starting and be sure to post updates about Your feelings and experiences :)
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Christine167

Awesome. About feeling good that is. I know how it is about the boobs but hey I hear that they are worth the wait ;)
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Ltl89

Congrats!

I haven't experienced the dream thing myself, but I usually have vivid dreams due to my nightly use of melatonin.

My chest didn't really start to develop after more than a month on E and two weeks on spiro.  Give it some time.
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sam79

Congratulations  >:-)

Now where are the cookies?

I hope you have a smooth ride with HRT. And the boobs are definitely worth the wait. :D
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sam79

Quote from: Joules on September 17, 2013, 04:12:23 PM
I got a sore chest ASAP with E, but I had been on Spiro for a long time before that.  I think Spiro is the key in many cases, The T needs to be disabled in order for hormone receptors to be free to accept E.  I think the E will start to snag some receptors as they become normally available, but the Spiro hurries that along.  It's all good, I've had vivid dreams from other medicines I've taken, I always enjoyed them!  No such luck for me with E though....

According to my endo ( and my own experience ), T doesn't really interfere with breast development. You can have as much T as a football team but still develop breasts in the usual timeframe while on E. In my case, my T still isn't suppressed ( 6 months mark for HRT in a few days ), but I do have some nice A-cup boobs.
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Antonia J

Thanks for the kind comments, and well wishes - they made my day!

Interestingly enough, my endo did not go with spiro. Instead, he took the finasteride I was already taking for my MPB and just upped the dosage a bit. He said it was "nontraditional" but that he had used it before, and it generally had fewer side effects than spiro. He did say that when I come in to get my blood counts checked in two months that he may switch me to spiro if I am not where I should be. For now, though, he said I should feel tenderness in a couple of weeks, and begin to see other changes to skin and fat within a couple of months.

Going back to my dream from the night before - it had sound, color, and feeling (I was holding my soon-to-be-ex wife's hand).  It was extremely vivid and emotional.  I woke up and stayed awake for a good 20 minutes with the lights on trying to clear my head.  Most nights I am a super duper sound sleeper (I literally slept through Hurricane Andrew when it went over the top of me and destroyed my apartment in south Florida, and no I was not on anything - just tired).

Anyway, I feel like my normal self today - nothing unusual and no other mental / physical things to note. Just feel generally good all around. 
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Jamie D

Quote from: Antonia J on September 17, 2013, 06:13:00 AM
....my boobs are still the same  ???

In all seriousness, the one thing that was different is that I had some really vivid and colorful dreams last night. I am guessing this has nothing to do with E as it had been less than 24 hours and I am on quite a low dose. I think it was more just my brain reflecting on my journey that started 12 months ago when I started counseling, and then came out to the world in late February.

I feel really good right now, and cautiously optimistic.

Toni

Estradiol affects the brain first.
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JaneNicole2013

Quote from: Antonia J on September 17, 2013, 06:13:00 AM
....my boobs are still the same  ???

In all seriousness, the one thing that was different is that I had some really vivid and colorful dreams last night.

I feel really good right now, and cautiously optimistic.

Toni

Yesterday was my first day on HRT and I woke up but didn't have boobs either (aside from the ones I have now. LOL), but I did have some vivid dreams myself. I also had a six hour road trip following my first pills and actually danced in the car to music. I've never danced in the car before, much less dance.

Like you, I am not sure if it was the E and T-blockers (Spiro and Fin) working their magic or just the joy of knowing that I was starting down a road I've wanted to travel for a very long time.

Jane
"The privilege of a lifetime is being who you are." -- Joseph Campbell



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Antonia J

Quote from: JaneNicole2013 on September 17, 2013, 08:34:05 PM
Yesterday was my first day on HRT and I woke up but didn't have boobs either (aside from the ones I have now. LOL), but I did have some vivid dreams myself. I also had a six hour road trip following my first pills and actually danced in the car to music. I've never danced in the car before, much less dance.

Like you, I am not sure if it was the E and T-blockers (Spiro and Fin) working their magic or just the joy of knowing that I was starting down a road I've wanted to travel for a very long time.

Jane

Hooray for us!!!  Congratulations to you :)
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kathyk

Congratulations on starting E. 

Oh, ...  you'll wake up tomorrow with C cups.  :D

Be good and be happy.





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mrs izzy

Toni,

Please place your seat and tray table in a upright position and fasten your seat belt its going to be a bumpy ride........ You know me i try to come up with these little things.

OMG... no boobbbbies yet. Dang lol...

Ok thats enough, i am so happy for you. Dreams!!! what can i say they are for a reason. Me i stopped dreaming (happy new years) when i started full time and my RLT. They did not come back untill just a few months ago after my GRS. My mind was always running full speed ahead and i hope the fact you are having the dreams your mind is starting to settle with what you are doing for yourself.

Things will happen over time with your progress. Remember sometimes it happend more in spurts. Your numbers will be the best guide on how things are inside and with these good numbers you will see the things on the outside. I really hope things work out the way you need them to.

Hugs GF and anytime you need anything give me a shout....
Izzy
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Antonia J

I am totally not making this up. Three days on E and I am getting some achy-bruise type feelings behind the nipples and kind of radiating to my armpit. My nipples also are pointing to attention.  This has to be some kind of record, right? Should I be freaking out now??
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mrs izzy

Quote from: Antonia J on September 18, 2013, 09:43:50 PM
I am totally not making this up. Three days on E and I am getting some achy-bruise type feelings behind the nipples and kind of radiating to my armpit. My nipples also are pointing to attention.  This has to be some kind of record, right? Should I be freaking out now??

Oh just wait till them little buds start to get a little bigger and you are wearing a loose shirt and they brush so lightly on your shirt. OMG..... You will know what they are all about in the mind vs body connection.
Breast tenderness is always the first to show up. Agaiin remember spurts....

Hugs
Izzy

Mrs. Izzy
Trans lifeline US 877-565-8860 CAD 877-330-6366 http://www.translifeline.org/
"Those who matter will never judge, this is my given path to walk in life and you have no right to judge"

I used to be grounded but now I can fly.
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Sammy

It is perfectly normal :) Just relax, breathe and enjoy Your ride :) (I know You wont, because at this stage of transition we all become unpatient and what not - I remember looking into mirror countless times per day :P, but anyway... at least I tried to reason You ;).
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Cindy

For me changes in dreams came very quickly!

Well your boobies have started! funny thing about starting boobs, many of want 'decent' size ones :laugh:. But I can assure you get used to dealing with small ones first, because they will catch on everything, from the clothes, to the car door (OUCH) to your friends kids wandering hands to - just name it!

I'm not sure about other girls but I started wearing a padded bra quite early, not for support or bragging but for armour!!

And congratulations ladies!!!!!

Cindy
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Antonia J

I love you ladies.  I just ordered a padded bra as a preemptive measure to pain.  So do cisgirls deal with the same pain in puberty? It would explain why my older sister was always crabby when we were growing up lol
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