I am going to interpret this the only way I know how
he the male and she the female emanation of one soul of Light. Hence, it is said that they were soul mates.
So it is with every supernal soul, for all human souls were in the supernal Human Being.
Thus, when the Holy One divided the Human One into male and female counterparts, all holy souls were also divided into male and female counterparts, which are destined to meet and unite with one another in the cycles of transmigration.
You have a being emminating matched pairs.
A = { (x1, y1) , (x2, y2) , (x3, y3) ,..., (xn, yn) }
Where each pair (xn, yn) is called the "Soul of Light"
x being male
y being female
in regards to the subscript (1, 2, 3...)
iff (if and only if) the subscript matches, the pair xn, yn, are a soulmates.
This by definition means there is no such thing as (xn, xn) or (yn, yn).
In other words, it is, according to this definition, impossible for two men to be soulmates.
It is likewise, impossible for two women to be soulmates.
This is implicite in the following, "he the male and she the female emanation of one soul of Light. Hence, it is said that they were soul mates."
Incontravertable Fact: genetically, I am male.
Thus, when the Holy One divided the Human One into male and female counterparts, all holy souls were also divided into male and female counterparts, which are destined to meet and unite with one another in the cycles of transmigration.
This, to me means, you were divided from your soulmate. You are male, therefore your soulmate is female. You are destined to meet your female couterpart time and time again.
By definition, this means that I am made male and will always be male forever and ever and ever until I am out of "the cycles of transmigration"
Personally, It is perferrable to me that I cease to exist in any form forever.
Another corralary to this is:
*I* am only half a "soul of light"
In other words, I will never be complete, because I am genetically male, without a girl.
So, this, if accepted at face value means:
1. I am forever and always male.
2. I have to be partnered with some female somewhere.
Failure to do 2 means I will never be complete.
Yup, I would rather not exist.
Jessica